sry didn't post 4 such a long time... dunno y but i couldn't type anything… so therefore I couldn't post. heh so irritating ... hmp.

had training on sat, it was HORRENDOUS. got all pissed n frustrated... yeahh. -sigh-

so aniwae, 2dae was teachers dae celebrations... rather boring actual... e workout was 1st n e steps were bloody lame. seriously. after tt were e teacher vs. student ganes... didn't do anything cos i didn't sign up 4 any... so spent 1 1/2 hrs doing nothing... gee i dunno how i survived tt ordeal... e concert was so-so, rather nice except 4 e last performance. those 2 singers hogging e mike better go find out y no1 was cheering. or then again i'll enlighten u. U GUYS CANT SING 4 NUTS. talk abt noise pollution man...

after dismissal, i went back 2 my old sch... CHIJ-OLGC with celestine, felicia, yy, steph n germaine. we all squeezed @ e back of e taxi... lol so pathetic. saw mrs chia n lao yang, basically everyone... paulina was sooo cute!! n she's in badminton. hoo boy. i was so shocked k. cos last time she used 2 love netball. oh well. my lil' cuz's in badminton too!! mwahahx. she takes after me, I must sae. lol...

boon dragged me 2 e gym when i got back. spent 25mins on e cycling machine, 20mins on e treadmill running, n 10mins walking. bahh. so tired... legs so suan... -sigh- dun think i can wake up in time tml 2 go out with rach. sry!! *Zzz*

Shoutouts:
andrew: heyy kor!! happy early bdae!! lurve ya lots! *hug* =)) i'll giv u ur present e following wk k, not going church this wk. going 2 bangkok!! whee~!

wahh! just came back frm plaza sing... cross country earlier this morning, came in 41th... -.- oh my ngo so lan. -sigh- n i dedicated this race 2 God... arghh. im so disppointed...

e route was lyk sooo tough k! had 2 run up n down hills, n they were VERY steep... i used up 80% of my energy just running up e hills... bahh. so now im damn tired, my WHOLE body's aching, literally. yesterdae was just my lower back n shoulders, 2dae is my whole back, legs, arms n shoulder. -sigh- i wanna go 4 a massage!! hmp.

went 2 orchard with sab, hui yan n gracelyn after e cross country, got a new wallet! mwahahx. wasnt e roxy 1 tho, i couldnt find it. but i got a billabong 1... which was... hmmm let's c, $39? hee. i noe i noe tt's ex but it was damn cool!! hahas... happy... *lalala* after tt we went 2 plaza sing cos sab n i wanted 2 go 2 e Christian bookshop there n get some stuff... i bought a Bible 4 someone, n a book 4 myself. sab got a book too. so now im totally broke... *sniff* after tt we went 2 swensens 4 some ice-cream... shared a banana split. e chocolate ice-cream was sinfully sweet. mwahahx. enjoyed myself 2dae... cant wait 4 sundae 2 come, CHURCH! whee~!

hoo boy, havent posted 4 such a long time... okk, so... tml's cross country, 3.2km... gonna DIE. had training yesterdae n 2dae. arghh. my skin's peeling off my soles of my feet n blisters!! -.- aiming 2 b one of e top 20 in my level 4 e 3.2km, but i dunno if i can make it.. my whole body's aching. -sigh- feel lyk an old grandma...

ive been feeling rather down n confused... wont exactly elaborate tho. just... confused n disappointed. -sigh-

cool shit... its raining heavily now!! in lyk how many weeks?? gee i missed e rain... so cooling... mwahahx.

sent ashley n his dad off @ e airport this morning, so i didnt go 2 church. i'll miss him... rather fun having him arnd, tho i didnt hav a decent conversation with him... *oop. after tt went 2 hav lunch with my family... wanted 2 go 2 heeren 2 get e roxy wallet ive been eyeing 4 quite awhile, n i even saved enough money 2 get it but my dad didnt allow... wanted me 2 go home n study. sheesh.

so i just finished studying... math. since i missed e common test on fridae... gotta study harder cos they'll b capping 20% of my marks... -.- plus, ive got a science practical test tml too... im lyk so scared... dun thin i can rmb all of e experiments tt ive learnt so far... gee...

im just dying 2 get out of my hse n go shopping... arghh. oh well. mayb i'll go on a shopping spree during e september hols with sab... yeahh. tt'll b cool... *lalala

kryptonite.

yesterdae was terrible. really. had such bad cramps tt i hadta go home... -.- sheesh. summore yesterdae had math common test k... n i missed it. now they're gonna cap 20% of my marks... freak. STUPID CRAMPS!! n i couldnt go 4 training. was looking 4ward 2 it, since i missed so many trainings le... oh well. i was super bored yesterdae, watched tv e whole time @ home...

2dae i managed 2 go 4 training. FINALLY. mwahahx. did lotsa drills too. e ostrich fed us shuttles... n man was he damn rubbish 2dae... 4 a certain drill he said tt if u miss e shuttle, he will add 10 shuttles. but i got all e shuttles but not all went over e net n he was lyk u still got summore extra shuttles cos u didnt get them over. i was lyk i didnt miss any shuttles... but he kept insisting n got me so irritated... hui yan n christabel argued back n said tt he said MISS e shuttle, not get it over. sheesh. he's lyk bloody rubbish...

haix... so xian now... im just dying 2 go out with sumone... n i gotta get a new cross 4 my necklace... my old one's getting all rusty n its supp 2 b PLASTIC. darn i neva knew plastics could rust... -.- plus, i wanna get a new wallet!! im lyk dying 2 get this damn nice roxy wallet tt costs 32 bucks... gotta save up 4 it man... but i think i've got enuff money liao... whee~!

Shoutouts:
geor: takkare wor u!! keep praying ok? =) dun lose faith in Him.

eh. 2dae nothing much happened, bahh. *thinks* well, i saw alot of michelle n sarah ho... sab n i spotted michelle outside sarah's class during recess, n u noe, we started our rubbish. mwahahx. (sry, only those hu noe wat im talking abt will uh, yeahh noe wat im talking abt. *wink) hahas then she came down 2 disturb us... dunno y but she looked so darn CUTE when she came down... tried 2 pinch her cheeks, but she kept dodging... oh well. haha!! michelle!! ur cute!! puii... *ahem* =P jkjk...

then after sch while waiting 4 my dad 2 come pick me up, i saw michelle outside sarah's class again... lol! yeahh. haha sab dragged me out of class 2 stand right under michelle n shout @ her... she saw us then sarah's head popped out frm e balcony. haha... *sarah gong zu! bow* then they left. got into my dad's car, n passed michelle n sarah ho on e way out. LOL... wound down my window n shouted 2 them, then saw them running lyk mad after my car. -.-" eh... they caught up with me cos i was stuck @ e traffic light n i was lyk "y u run here??" hahas den michelle was lyk "2 talk 2 u lor!" wahh, they miss me so much!! mwahahx. then e light turned green n my dad drove off... michelle was lyk "grrr" hahas... sho fun sho fun!! n.n

Shoutouts:
sarah ho: muahx buddy!! hahas really man, u miss me?! aww sho sweet. =P haha so fun 2dae rite?? takkare k?? =) n run 4get 2 miss me!! God Bless n cheerios.

sab: gd job gurl!! mwahahx.

hmms, training was cancelled 2dae, no courts available. `whee~! *ahem* but its not lyk it'll affect me or anything cos im still under mc 4 sports. gee. 8 daes ok! alamakk. so i missed pe 2dae too. darn... they played captains ball!! arghh. noooo... aint fair!! oh well i just tagged along with e ppl hu had 2 finish their 5 stations 4 napfa n cheered them... mwahahx.

nothing much happened in sch 2dae, only thing i left my wallet in e car... -.-" but hui yan lent me money 2 buy food 4 recess. luckily man or i would hav died frm starvation. =P seriously... oh well.

sab came over 2 my hse after sch 2 study. we went over 2 j8 1st so tt she could buy some hair bands... ltr found out tt andrew n his fren were there... didnt c them, n they lyk shouted dunno wat n i saw them on e top level laughing @ me... oh well. couldnt do anything cos i was going down e escalator 2 e grnd level. so... I'M NOT DAO!! hee. sab had macaroni n cheese n i had chicken pie, both dishes made by gina, my old maid hu just left singapore this morning @ 9.30... haix. i miss her lyk freaking hell. =( oh well.

after tt sab played pachelbel's canon in d on e organ in e attic, kao shit dman nice!! im gonna make her teach me 1 dae... hee! then after tt we started doing work. n my tutor came lyk 10mis early. -.-" so i left sab in my rm n went 4 tuition. after tuition sab left but b4 tt we brought my dog out 4 a walk @ e park. sab was lyk so crazy k... running here n there.. lol. damn fun. sad when she left, i'll b all by myself, lonely. aww. hee jkjk...

Shoutouts:
sab: baby lamer!! had a wonderful time with ya 2dae... hee. rmb hor! september hols MUST come n stay over kk?! =))

andrew: im not dao!! hmp. u madd larh.

happy belated national dae ppl!! mwahahx. 1 dae late. *oops.

yesterdae was soon theen's wedding!! hahas... boon n i went. mwahahx. picked linette up frm e station, then went off. reached church relatively early, signed in a book @ e reception, gav them my present 4 e couple n sat down with nette in a pew. soon theen came over 2 sae hi, he looked so weird! lol... his tux wasnt exactly a tux, well it looked lyk a tux, but boon said it wasnt. so... yeahh. he had a tail-coat!! mwahahx. so farnie. hee. faith n celestine came soon n sat with us. when e ceremony started n e flower-girl n page-boy etc walked down e aisle, they didnt play e wedding song. hahas... cool... 1st time i went 2 a wedding with no wedding song being played. btw, e lil page-boy was soooo CUTE!! ARGHH!! 4got wats his name tho. but freak! he's damn cute n adorable!! mwahahx. *hyper* i wanna pinch his cheeks. =P *ahem* anywae, jae was lyk so darn pretty in her wedding dress, real nice n sweet. =)) after rev khang ho soon wed them, jae n soon theen led in a hymn. wahh kao. jae can sing man!! hahas... her voice's gd. REAL gd. e band played e hymns 4 e wedding, so cool!! @ least there were no pipe organs or i would hav died... there was a lunch reception after e ceremony, damn e food was gd! hee. andrew shaved his hair... BOTAK! =P poor dude. mwahahx. was wearing a cap e whole time. lol!

went 2 sicc again with andrew, boon, ashley n nette after e wedding... e boys played afew games of pool while nette n i looked thru some magazines... ordered some food after tt n then e boys went 2 e cyber cafe while nette n i went 2 play arcade. again!! mwahahx. didnt exactly hav as much fun as i did with sarah, but i still enjoyed myself.

i cleared my rm 2dae... well i tried 2 clear it. but hardly did anything... cos of all e dust n stuff. was blowing my nose half e time. -.-" i hav so much junk 2 clear ok, its lyk. OMG. haix... so stressed out. hehe...

gonna bring my maid out 4 dinner ltr. a fare-well dinner cos she's leaving tml... after being with us 4 lyk 10yrs. haix... dammit i'll miss her... gee. n her food!! NOOOO... crap. she can cook k!! damn gd cook la she. she can lyk cook any type of dish, whether western, or chinese, or malay. arghh. I'LL MISS HER!! *sob*

Shoutouts:
andrew: heyy cuz! mwahahx ur hair!! hahahahahahha... *ahem* okk jkjk... =P dun worry la, it'll grow back in no time! n.n

faith: oii faith!! i dun care k! u better pay me back my 10 bucks u lost!! *evil laugh* anywae... im serious.

2nd post o' da dae!!

yupp wanna share sum things with ya'll... jsut bought a book frm popular last nite... Chicken Soup For The Teenage Christstian Soul. really nice. =)) okk so here's a nice poem written by Bethany Schwartz

mwahahx.

feeling much better now, gave up on my freaky medicine, but gotta finish my anitbiotics 1st... haix. sad case xia. mwahahx. anywae its better than nothing. @ least i dont get 2 eat my freaky medicine tt feels as if its trying 2 kill me or smth. argh hu ever came up with tt palpitate medicine thingy better b sued man. *scarred 4 life*

oh wells. church didnt exactly go well 2dae. so boring... walked arnd little india... was supp 2 b on a heritage tour. HERITAGE TOUR. crap. how weird can u get man?! luckily e sec2s went, so i was teamed up with faith, celestine n esther. but still, we all were bored 2 death. seriously. complete waste of time man. spent an hr doing nothing but walk arnd little india supposedly 'absorbing' in e culture. bleahx. more lyk stoning n walking @ e same time. hahas... we were supposed 2 stop by e prata shop 4 a break but cos of e lack of time, we just walked past it. -.- so finally we went bak 2 church, celestine didnt stay 4 contempt, so it was faith linette n me. linetter stayed in church, while faith n i went 2 7-11 2 buy some stuff 2 eat... brought bak some biscuit thingy 2 munch on during service... mwahahx.

so on to service... it was torture... i couldnt sing!! cos if i tried, i'll end up coughing my head off. so... yupp. didnt sing. n they sang so many nice songs!! haix. sad case la me. hehe... -.-" was coughing lyk mad during sermon, so pai seh... alamakk. hehe luckily linette was lyk covering my mouth 2 stiffle my coughs... lol... thnx alot girl!! =P

went 2 sicc after lunch @ dyson with sarah, boon n ashley... played 2 games of pool then boon n ashley went 2 e cyber cafe. sarah n i discovered e joys of spending all our money on arcarde games. damn fun. 1st was word games on a touch-screen machine, spent abt 6 bucks. then we proceeded 2 this crazy fighting game... spent lyk 15 bucks on tt one. after tt... spent abt 10 bucks on a game tt resembled metal slug. yeahh. all in all, spent ALOT of money on e games, but HECK! hahas... it was fun. damn fun. i wanna do it again. hell yeahh... =P but must stock up on my funds now.. a little broke ya see. hehe... oh well. shant do shoutouts 2dae, dont hav any particular person 2 shoutout 2. oops. no offence!!

*cough cough* yepp. im sick. sad case wor. haix... ive got a fever, cough n cold. my loss of voice somehow (dun ask me how) developed into a cough n i caught e cold frm hui yan n manprit. thnx alot guys... =P i was so dead yesterdae... woke up @ 1pm yesterdae, dragged myself out of bed n went downstairs 4 my branch (breakfast cum lunch). n yes, i skipped sch. hee. but i didnt exactly wanna... *hmmm*

so... after my branch, i stoned in bed 4 awhile n fell asleep again. tt was arnd 2 plus... woke up onli @ 6plus... was coughing lyk hell. so pain xia. felt as if a knife was ripping my throat apart... *owwie* -sigh- parents brought me 2 e doc b4 dinner... n i was given tonns of medicine 2 eat. then there's this type of pills i gotta take 4 my cough, n its saes "may cause palpitations and hand tremors". wtf... FREAKY. aiyo aiyo... i was totally freaked out when i read tt. seriously. didnt dare thake it but mum forced me 2. oh well. i thot tt it wont happen 2 me rite, but it did!! just now when my hand was resting on e mouse of e com, i felt it tremble. crap. n then when i was half awake frm my afternoon nap, i could feel my heartbeat... n it was blardy fast!! kao shit hehe... im lyk so totally freaked out now. but wat can i do?? its 4 my own gd... but its lyk. now my hand feels as if all my energy has been drained out of it, no more strength! n i still can feel my heartbeat... *ba-dum, ba-dum* alamakk. (hmmm, 200 beats per second!! mwahahx. jkjk...)

oh yes, im soo happy. i grew 2cm, n lost 2kg. mwahahx. so now im 162cm and 47kg. hee! so happy!! tralala... =P i lost 2kg within lyk... 1wk? *whoa* dun ask me how i did it... all i did was try my very best 2 cut down on excess eating... hehe... hmmm mayb i shld set up a slimming boutique. mwahahx. NO WAY!! ah well.

doc gav me 3 days of mc, so i didnt go sch again 2dae... missed out on e national dae celebration in sch too. =( @ arnd 11 smth, hui yan, gracelyn, charlotte n pam dropped by 2 giv me some worksheets. aww so sweet. hehe... they told me tt i missed out on ALOT of fun 2dae... NOOOO.... according 2 them, e singing session was totally fun, n tt i would hav gone all hyped up if i went. sigh. damn my stupid sickness. sheesh. then im also gonna skip training tml... 8 days off sports ok!! kao shit hehe... *sob sob*

n last nite boon hit a shuttle out of his window while he was trying 2 hit a pen on his chair. talk abt having a bad aim. lol... so now its stuck on e window, totally out of our reach. dear boon knocked it further away, dun ask me how. mwahahx. whee~!

yeahh n i cant go 2 e ac superstar concert 2nite with celestine cos of yours truly. arghh. being sick totally sucks ok. my $10 gone down e drain!! wahh!! sigh wat a sad sad life i lead. -.-"

Shoutouts:
celestine: heyy gurl... sry i cant go 2nite!! haix... so sry... sry sry sry... man i feel so guilty. aniwae... u go hav fun with ur frenz ok!

gracelyn n e gang: thnx alot ppl!! 4 e worksheets n stuff. =)) so touched... *sniff* oh well. thnx again n again n again... ariigato gusaimasu~! <== is tt how u spell it??

mwahahx. had my 2.4 run 2dae... alamakk. was lyk soooo scared! hehe... had 2 run it in 15mins 2 get an A, n i had 2 do it cos i alr got As 4 e other 4 stations. then i'll get full marks!! hahas... it was drizzling this morning, n i had high hopes tt e run would b cancelled. but oh well. ms leong told us 2 run. -.-" oh well. hahas... but id actually rather run in e rain than run under e hot sun. @ least there wont b any heat 2 slow me down. but e only thing is... there were puddles everywhere! yeahh so then every1 was lyk splashing in them. ackk. i didnt stop once n i whenever i felt tired, i held onto my cross necklace n kept saying the Lord's Prayer and Psalm 23. it gave me strength 2 carry on. seriously. =) finally i completed e 6 rounds. i took 13mins. whee~! i got an A!! mwahahx. i came in 7th in e class, not bad eh?! =P gracelyn was 1st, sze min 2nd. hee. thank You Lord for bringing me thru!! =)

when i got back i was so tired. yeahh so after lunch i decided 2 sleep!! mwahahx. slept 4 lyk... 2hours?? lol i was studying my chen yu 4 tml's test in bed then i fell alseep listening 2 e radio. aww so nice. bleahx. =P e weather 2dae was terrific!! so nice n cold... i was so comfy in my wind breaker. so snug n warm. hee. under e blanket... wahh!! hehe... i got up @ arnd 6... stoned in bed then got up n washed my face. hehs. so boredd.

damn this wk got so many tests!! well, 2 larh but still. gotta study so many chapters 4 both e subjects, science n chinese. crap. chinese!! NOOOO... yeahh its tml. hahas n i lyk only started studying 2dae. hehe... im gonna fail!! gotta study 20 chen yu... and dunno how many chapters. mwahahx. im so dead. =P then there's science. its on wednesdae... hav abt 5 or more chapters 2 study 4. n those chapters cover alot of info. crap!! hehe... aiya dun care. larh hehe... i shall mug tml in sch again. last min... whee...

"Even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil. For You are with me, Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me." =))