oh man.
i really want to thank chris, pamela and charis toh for being such great friends.
i love you guys to bits.
thanks again for cheering me up!
and pamela! i'm SAD because poofy got LOST and my flower petals were STOLEN. haha!
just when i managed to make the centre piece of it too. boos.
but nevermind i still have plankton! :D

sabrina kwang shu ming!
cheer up okay?
stop feeling so pessimistic about yourself you're not as bad as you think you are!
losing is not the end of the world and besides, it was only your second game!
and as we all know, badminton games are usually unpredictable, so the tide can change against you any time.
so just take this loss in your stride and persevere on yeah!
let's row the boat together. (:

i am sad.
because andy roddick didn't play well at all in the aunstrlian open semi-final against roger federer.
and so he got TRASHED. 6-4, 6-0, 6-2.
OH MY GAWD!
and just when i thought he had a chance.
BOOS.

watching the australian open has sitrred up the craving to play tennis in me again.
i really want to play it real soon!
KELLY ONG YOU HEAR THAT?! haha...
i'm getting a little sick of badminton too LOL.
okay okay i sound like a traitor nevermind forget i said that.
badminton rocks! but i just want to take up tennis.
whoohoo!

yayy i saw my tudi yesterday after a looooooong time.
and she is so skinny now! I'M JEALOUS.
i wonder whether the dancing helped. :/
haha and i can't believe she joined long distance.
well nevermind that's good for you tudi!
become nice and pretty and slim.
then all the guys will FLOCK to you! :D

whoohoo!
we beat chong boon 5-0. (:
hope we play MUCH better on monday.

oh my GAWD.
i am going absolutely CRAZY trying to settle the logistics for 007
which is this saturday.
i'm DYING! omgomgomg.
plus i've got the stupid emath test tomorrow which i have hardly studied for.
whoopiee its going to be another failure for me. BLAH.

oh God give me strength !

i used to think that tobacco and the tobasco (sauce) were the same ingredient.
so that means that i used to think that i was taking drugs.
OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I WAS SO DUMB.

pooh this week has been stressful!
don't ask me why.
trainings didn't go well. especially wednesday's.
but its good that i let it all out because keeping it all bottled up in me felt like crap.
thankfully friday's training was much better except at some parts where i was so annoyed.

i think i'll be taking 2 tests on tuesday since i'll be missing the emaths one on wednesday due to the tournaments.
ackk i'd better go study later.
although i left my chemistry testbook in class. -.-
okay chem can wait.

wednesday wednesday.
the start of it all.
i'm partly excited and partly scared.
this is going to be our last tournament as part of the cedar badminton team.
and before you know it it'll be all over and then we'll be stepping down.
i don't want to step down just yet.
not with the team's standard so very unsatisfactory.
nothing's being done to save the situation so i guess i gotta do something.
and pray feverently that it'll work.
it seemed like just yesterday when last year's tournaments came.
when we were still together as a team.
and then POOF it all ended and here we are walking seperate paths in a whole new year.
ohman i miss you guys.

okay this is going out to the shuttlers of team cedar.
the tournaments are starting, so do your best and fight hard!
persevere on and don't give up and kick your opponents' asses real hard yeah!
let's keep the cedar flag flying high. (:

this is SO SAD i can't go for fusion today because of my stupid tuitions!
BAHH. and there are some courses that i wanted to attend.
plus its at the suntec convention hall and there's yammi yoghurt there!
ohohoh this is so heart-breaking. ):

hehh training yesterday was fantastic!
although i wasn't supposed to train for 2 weeks due to microplasma.
but i felt well enough and my cold and cough were gone.
so i trained for the first time in almost a month.

i had expected to be very rusty because of that fact,
but to my BIG surprise, i played well!
in fact i haven't played so well in months.
partnered sweeleng to play doubles,
and we did good.
as compared to the last time we partnered (it was disasterous) lol.
not bad huh leng? we DO have some mo qi between us after all. (:

well tournaments are starting soon!
most probably before the end of january.
OMG LAH i'm so scared.
hurrhurr.
i wonder what our jersey design is.
HOPE ITS NICE!!

omg its the new year already!
haha yay first post of the year. (:


hooboy.
its secondary 4 life for me now, and i still can't come to grips with it.
i mean, omg! i turn 16 this year! WOW.
on one hand i'm really excited about being 16 - i finally can watch NC16 movies LEGALLY!
but on the other i'm scared of what the future holds for me.
its the dreaded O level year! rarh.
but thanks to the 3 day course of i'm gifted so are you, i feel that i stand a chance.

ohyes and speaking of that course, it was major FUN.
you'd think sitting cramped up in the theaterette for 13 hours for 3 days is crazy,
but actually it wasn't bad at all!
considering the fact that the trainers were so retardedly humourous and entertaining.
the stuff they taught were really useful too,
and i felt better about myself after the sessions.
i miss the course.
can't wait for the follow-up sessions! YAY.

i miss the seniors.
i really do!
it seems so weird now that we're the odlest in the school and there's no more seniors to look up to.
SO SAD.
but anyway i saw sarah ho yesterday while the others were training.
it felt like forever since i last saw her and its only been one month!
i miss the rest, ducky, geor, mich and ying!
COME BACK SOON YOU GUYS!