i'm currently fighting a battle right now,
so i can't entertain you by ranting about my life just yet,
but come 13th november, you'll hear a loud shriek of joy (that'll be me),
and consequently see a nice post from me proclaiming the wonders of life.

your prayers are very much welcome.

GOD BLESS ME. :D
you too! (:

and so ends one of life's many journeys.
i'm just glad i met you.

Mighty to Save - Hillsongs

Everyone needs compassion
A love that's never failing
Let mercy fall on me
Everyone needs forgiveness
A kindness of a Savior
The hope of nations

My Savior
He can move the mountains
My God is Mighty to save
He is Mighty to save
ForeverAuthor of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as
You find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything i believe in
Now i surrender

My Savior
He can move the mountains
My God is Mighty to save
He is Mighty to save
ForeverAuthor of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

Shine your light and let the whole world see
We're singing for the glory of the risen King...
Jesus

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so much has happened in so little days,
the usual bombardment of papers has resumed.
my poor file's bursting from too much stuffing.
and my poor brain's dying from too much doing.
i can't wait for all this to end!
gosh.

its 18 days to the O's,
and just 7 days to graduation ceremony.
i can't believe i'm going to leave cedar already, goodness me.
it seems like just yesterday when i stepped into cedar on the first day of my secondary school life.
and now i'm leaving.
ahh time really passes to darn fast.

i'm a tad confused of my feelings about leaving cedar.
part of me is sad.
after all, i've spent most of my teenage years in it,
making friends and forming friendships.
i don't want to leave all that.
but i'm also rather happy that i'm graduating.
weird, i know, but yeah.
i'm excited to start a new path in my education elsewhere,
whether australia or in tp.
exciting and scary at the same time.
but at least i can finally learn to be more independent.
ahwell i'm just glad that God gave me the opportunity to study in cedar.
if it weren't for that, i wouldnt have met all my friends.

i'll miss you guys terribly, that i can't deny.
chris - we so better not lose touch. i don't care you better take time off your busy JC schedule next year to meet up with me okay! besties forever, honey! (:
leng - same goes for you! its amazing how close we've become in just 2 years. no offence but i don't even remember much about you when we were in sec1 and 2! HAHA. but yeah, at least we're close friends now. (:
huiyan - since you're at the other end of the world, i hardly talk to you now, but you're still my tong gan gong ku-er! ahwell, hope you become a successful chef! hehe.
manprit - my darling antt!! AHHHHH i miss you, you know! ahaha well since we stay near each other there's no excuse not to meet up! (:
sab - i won't miss you since i'll see you every sunday in church haha.
nette, eunice, pat, steph and yang - you guys are the best! forever providing me with laughter and lame jokes... its a miracle that i haven't died from laughing too much. haha i'll miss you guys man. better uphold our promise of meeting up every fortnight next year ah! pat and i can organise since we'll be so free in poly HAHA. (:

well, i actually wanted to type more but i can't be bothered.
but don't get sad, depressed, angry or whatever if your name's not there!
rest assured that as long as i know you by name, you'll be dearly missed.

haha sounds like i'm gonna die or something.
hope its not too tear-jerking!
but this is how i feel and i thought you guys should know.

aww man i love my friends. (:

just as a side note,
you look WAY better with your hair tied up.
so much more girl.
yupp! (: