boos. today was the last day of school.
okay it wasn't that bad cos i hopped over to 3H for awhile.
sat outside the class talking to manprit then went inside to look at huiyan do a card trick.
she spent ages on it actually, but it was quite cool! hahahs.
i taught her how to play jin rummy but her laoshi came into class
so manprit and i ran out of the classroom.
spent the rest of the time before recess planning with lynette and joleen about our bbq.
i can't wait for it to come!
though i don't know what to dress up as. i think costumes are so ex. ):

i can't exactly remember what i did right after recess,
but i know we started to clear the classroom and i managed to clear my desk! wow.
then i walked around collecting paper to be recycled and was assulted by kopi-o.
how naughty.
so cool we're going to audition to perform during next year's CNY celebrations.
4/S '07 its our turn to shine! ahahahaha.

twiny and i FINALLY embarked on our trip to jurong point to get our bags!
jurong point is so big okay! omg its so hip!
there's EVERYTHING there too. pooh i'm jealous it beats j8 anytime. HAHA.
i think i'm in love with that place.
yayy i love my bag. although it isn't a backpack but nevermind.
and we got 15% off and saved 6 bucks yayy!
i can't wait to use it hoho!
and i like the little foam ball from toys r us. yuppyupp! (:

with the bombardment of holiday homework, i shall be good and studious and DO IT ALL UP! indeed.

today was possibly one of the worst day of my entire life.
okayy maybe i'm exaggerating a bit but yeah.
to sum it all up, today sucked.

its stupid to think that you're fine when you're obviously not.
right?
i should stop living a dream.
where's my motivation when i need it?
where's my drive?
i want to work hard, i want to improve.
but i only say, and never do, and still expect results.
oh how dumb i am. and always will be.

i really hope that course thingy will work.
hopefully my memory will improve after that!
then i can kiss the days when i forgot what i ate for breakfast goodbye.
sayonara!
*waves*

weird as it may sound, but i don't want school to close just yet.
tomorrow's the last day already! and we only had 2 days in school this week.
phooey.
i don't want to clean my desk tomorrow.
i don't want my report book! maybe i'll burn it up after i get it.
i don't want to go home!
i need company.
i want company.
ahaha i think i sound so lonely!

i want to say a big THANKYOU to my dearest friends huiyan and sweeleng for giving me comfort and solace when i was so down today. and thanks for putting up with my shitty attitude during training. trust me, i hated every single minute that i spent sulking but at that time, i just couldn't bring myself to smile. somehow it hurt too much. i really love you guys so much. thanks again! *hugs* (:

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today during training, i started missing you.
not that i haven't been, but today the feeling was stronger.
i really wished that you were there, when i needed somebody to talk to.
or just seeing you to give me some motivation.
the times when we went home together after training are missed.
it gets so lonely now.
all times we spent laughing and laughing on the bus...
calling each other names after i alighted and receiving weird looks from commuters...
ohwells.
i just want to say come back soon! i miss you all.

Never shall I forget the times I spent with you; continue to be my friend, as you will always be mine.

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books are a really good source of company i tell you.
i spent the entire day reading books!
haha great way to while away time.
which reminds me i've got to go back to the library to borrow more!
hohoho.

training starts tomorrow
and i'm glad and sad at the same time.
glad because i can finally play badminton!
but sad because i can't laze around anymore haha.
gotta really push myself and work hard now,
since the year's already ending and that tournaments start early next year.
and prove my worth to the team.

my dad is soooo nice!
i wanted to print some photos on the computer
and he dropped everything just to help me!
goshness and he was in the middle of doing working too.
ahhhhh i feel so guilty.

huiyan!
yes yes i am proud of you because you remembered what i taught you!
or did you copy it out of your textbook??
nyahh i trust you. but i'll test you tomorrow! haha.
aren't i such a goooooood teacher??
capillaries are ONE CELL THICK *does action*,
while arteries are fat fat and veins thin!
hmm maybe i should quit school and start teaching biology.
isadora soh hui yanyanyan! ahahaha xD
if you got any questions on bio just ask me!
i can be your bio tutor. :D
i really enjoyed teaching you that morning.
because it gave me some morale knowing that i actually know more than someone!
hahahaha okayokay i'm kidding.
since we're tong gan ku-ers we gotta be dumb in the same thing right?
and that includes maths. (:

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love, and be loved in return.

omg the dreaded exams are finally over!
like finally.
pooh i never thought that i'd manage to pull through, but i did! whao.

i love stalin and his economic aims!!
thank the good great God that i learnt learnt that area if not.
i would've died.
but i hate china. hahaha it came out for source based!
but there wasn't enough time for me to complete the paper,
so i ended up scribbling really pathetic answers for the source based. arghh.

anyway sweeleng came over after our paper
and we just bummed around at home.
watched moulin rouge and one of its taglines is the one above!
goshh that movie is sooooooo nice!
ahahha so sweet and touching.
plus there was ewan mcgregor!! *squeals* xD

we've FINALLY made progress in the organizing of our badminton chalet.
hopefully we'll be able to get good dates and a good price.
and hopefully it'll be the best one ever.
although... our planning skills might not be THAT good. haha!

yayy its east coast on wednesday!
i'm kinda excited. ((:
sweeleng if you're reading this i hope this makes you happy that i'm EXCITED now
because i wasn't really just now.
hurry go and plan with xiuxian and come up with the perfect plan!
i shall sit back and wait for you guys to get back to me.