IF ONLY life wasn't so complicating.
IF ONLY life could go the way you wanted it to go.
IF ONLY the things that you never wanted to happen wouldn't happen.
IF ONLY such things would stop happening to me.
IF ONLY.

and life would be so much more pleasant.
so much more happier.
so much more worry-free.

shout your fame! whoo. (:



last friday was the planetshakers and tim hughes concert at singapore expo!
i zoomed down after rocmoc and got there at 9pm (it started at 7.30).
then i joined faith and the rest from church at our seats!
luckily i got there in time for tim hughes! if not i would've cried.
missed planetshakers but that's okay. i've heard them perfom before but not tim hughes.
anyway, as raveen said, tim hughes is really good!
i totally LOVE his song Everything.
the lyrics are about stuff that i always think about, so i could relate to that song!
actually i was really tired during the concert but if i felt the Holy Spirit, it was when tim sang that song.
and tim's so cute! i kept looking at his dimple ahhh.
raveen says he's married with an adorable little baby daughter. AHHH EVEN CUTER!
ian, jek-kai and sebastian went too!
it was great to see ian and jek after so long!
seba's been coming regularly to church so its okay.
but ian and jek, i kinda miss them!
stupid little boys they're all growing up so fast HAHAHA.



saturday was an outing to chinatown with the photography club!
i kinda gatecrashed the outing.
and the funny thing was that i woke up an hour late.
so i missed breakfast with shufang, danielle and cheryl.
after meeting them we walked around with their group and used a j2's SLR to take photos.
i tried to teach danielle and shufang how to use the SLR and it was kinda funny.
oh yeah!
and we saw a free X-rated show!
while stuck under a shelter due to the heavily rain, we saw this couple making out in front of a photo printing shop!
and the worse thing was that they were kinda fugly.
now i wouldn't have minded if they were hot, but NO THEY WERE NOT.
and they were making out as if they were the world's hottest couple alive.
and in front of a freaking photo printing shop for the world to see!
now you do NOT make out in places like that.
no.1, its just wrong.
no.2, its just really bad taste.
no.3, its just disturbing.
the couple also knew that people were watching you know,
but they acted as if they were in a president suite in raffles hotel.
i didn't know whether to be amused or digusted.
waaaaa it was so disgusting.

met sab after that to study but ended up talking and talking and doing everything but work.


okay okay fast forward to this week!
wednesday was SR Olympics!
i played badmintons singles for orion..
got 3rd placing but didn't get a medal.
damn stupid la waste my effort.
ohyeah and i lost to a friggin ______.
ho has absolutely NO sportsmanship and like what the hell la.
shan't get myself angsty over it though.
anyway i'm not bragging but i could've beaten her and gotten first.
i was obviously a better player than her, even huiyan said so.
but ohwell guess i was out of touch with badminton after so long.
well here are some photos of that day!
thanks to beidi, 1s27's very own paparazzi.

dongzheng doing his stuff on court

me looking like a freak

today we went to climbasia to climb!
i still prefer yishun safra though.
got aircon HAHA.
but yeah.
anyway i didn't really climb well today at all.
lost confidence in myself again and i kinda had some thoughts which i totally didn't wanna think.
but ohwell.
well at least i got to see something.
and after it all i was happy.
though it was a small stupid trivial thing.
i am so not looking forward to tomorrow's talk by nance peters in school.
after being put through the torturous first session, i don't wanna go through it again.
but no choice, i gotta do it.
if not tomorrow, then next week.
ah SIAN.
well at least there's breakfast with melissa tomorrow morning so i guess its fine.

ta for now! <3

p.s. cedar badminton c div got 4th in the nationals competition! i'm so proud of them. (:

actually nothing much has been going on in my life and that's why i haven't been posting.
and truth be told i don't exactly know what to talk about now either.
school's the same.. me being clueless during econs and chem lectures and partially clueless during bio.
math is fine, GP's fine, chinese is not, and PW's a bore.
which reminds me.
I HATE PW.
both the teacher and the subject get on my nerves.
and there's only a certain number of times one can hear the word "rehashed" before one goes nuts.
i fear i'm reaching that limit soon.
but okay i shan't talk about this anymore.
it'll only serve to remind me of one of the banes of my life.

had rocmoc camp 2 weeks ago!
it was really fun. (:
i really enjoyed myself bonding with my fellow rocmoc teammates and getting to know them better.
they're a bunch of crazy fellas.
nice crazy fellas. hahah (:
so anyway here are some pictures of us girls!

i also got my rock climbing shoes and chalk bag!

like omg i just LOVE my chalk bag to bits and pieces i think its the nicest in the whole wide world! hahaha (:

here it is! :D

prayed; 12:46 AM