hoho. sry didnt update fer so long... chris! you needn't have nagged at me so much! lol...


had 2 tests this week. history and geog. man i studied like mad! =Pp unbelievable, yes i know, but its true. budden right. haiss. didnt manage to complete my hist paper... we were only given half an hour can! for 2 essay qsns. spent too much time on my causal factors qns. ARGH! and i wrote pure crap on the judgemental and it was worth more marks than the stupid causal one!! *sobsob* aiyah if they had given me like 5-10 more minutes i would have managed to complete my paper la. -sighh- ohwells. just hope that i still manage to pass well.


had a class debate on the casino issues... instead of the usual 4 speakers we had 8. i was the 7th. had so much fun listening to the propposition party and rebutting them. btw the stand was "a casino will bring harm to singapore". my team was opposing it, which means to say that we're for the casino. hoho. the verdict is tml. hope we win!! *crosses fingers*


i dont see why we shldnt be allowed to wear the wrist bands to sch. so what if it isnt part of our uniform? its for a gd cause after all. like the livestrong band. its not a fashion statement. dont jump to conclusions, dear teacher. i'm only declaring my love for Jesus. LIVE FOR HIM. that's what i do. i live for him. no matter what the conditions are. so stop living in such a narrow-minded world. where Jesus' love cant even be spoken about in class. when other races are talked about, its called education. but whenever the topic of Jesus comes about, its called preaching. and we have to shut up. man, what IS the world coming to...


had cheerleading prac this wk! quite fun. ((: but i'm the base and some sec1 has to climb on me. so now my leg is so pain. *oww. applied so much yoko yoko last night and luckily it worked abit. hoho. got trng tml too. with mr goh i think, cos the b div have a match tml. hope its not pt. if not i die. i'm so unfit now la. scared scared...


got an ulcer at the back of my throat. its killing me. feels like a knife stuck there or smth and like my throat is being ripped apart. i could hardly eat and swallow my dinner just now. sighh. damn pain. dear God pls take it away! relieve me from this pain...

happy easter everyone! Christ is risen! He is risen indeed. ((:


ichthus episode 2 was a success. although the turn up was kinda disappointing... =S ohwells but nonetheless it was great. ((: the skit was damn nice! ahaha... jianwen was a gd sport. you make a great nerd! lionel's evil. no doubt abt that. -sighh- worship was awesome!! like totally. dear panda came! i think she enjoyed herself... i cried when we were singing Lift Up Your Eyes and saw geor singing quite enthusiatically. rev chiang was funny. haha. he likes to make ppl stay make back. lol...


went out with boon, lionel, randall, li xin, li hui, andrew, gloria, keagan, jon zhang, marie, eliz, wallace, his bro (super proded drummer) and geor after ichthus. didnt manage to get tix to the movie (i'm wondering how come the movies are suddenly so popular) so we just went straight and ate dinner at delifrance. sat with geor on the comfy red sofa that makes ppl feel small and short. =S went to play pool (oops.) at some place near plaza sing and geor went home. poor gloria lost her wallet there. mann. ohwells. -patpat. much as i hate to say this, but lionel's quite pro at pool. haha li xin and i almost beat lionel and jon zhang... lost by 2 balls. hurr.


tong brought albert's other half (celest) to church today! whee! she is one tough lil cookie. survived my ns trng. passed it better than albert. haa. girl rule, boys drool. hehee. she got comfy in my hand and fell asleep. then we hadta go down for service. -pout. andrew forced me to wear my retarded no-degree specs. haa. dont get the wrong idea. i still have perfect eyesight. =Pp

ytd was gd friday. the day that Jesus sacrificed his life to free us from our sins 2000yrs ago. the day that mankind was saved. thank you, Jesus.


TrX echoded was held at my hse ytd... TrX camp reunion!! ((: spent most of the time playing with albert, tong's hamster! albert's so damn cute. and he likes me! jianwen got jealous cos albert fell asleep on my hand so many times. haha and tong was getting worried that albert would get too attached to me. but he promised me 3 of albert's babies nxt time! hee. ohya. shawn CANT make bandung for nuts. hehe...


ichthus episode 2: Hakuna Matata. today. 3pm. whee~! i cant wait i cant wait! ((: geor's going! yay yay yay!! *hugg* lurve yoo panda! =)) that stupid chris isnt going now. got cell the whole day. literally. so disappointed. -sighh- going out ltr after ichthus to catch a movie with everyone! i think miss congeniality 2 if i'm not wrong... everyone's going!! heex.


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i never thought that it would end this way. somehow, somewhere, i thought that our friendship could be saved. but looks like i'm just not the one. thanks for all the happiness you gave me over the past 10yrs... thanks for all the hurt too. i guess its worth it, like smth i hafta pay to have you as a friend. but this is all the past. i'll just move on and try and try to forget abt all this. but everytime i see you, everytime i hear you speak, i feel like i'm stabbed in the heart with a thousand knives. we were never meant to be i guess.

hoho. today was weird.


this week passed to fast. no trng at all cos mr wee wanted to concentrate on the b div. hurr. ohwells.


had the leaders' investiture today in sch... the PSL item ROCKED. e prefect exco one was so-so except for the fact that shalom kept shaking her ass like she was the hottest girl on earth (which is totally opposite). hahahaha... fatmah was so cute! 2H! whoot. pamela choong you stupid lamer. haha crazy jokes and yes yes yes i want your joke book that you'll be compiling!!


humhum. chris and i gotta help huiyan out with the b div prize presentation on monday... poor huiyan's stuck with reading the script while chis will just pass me the throphies to pass them to ms leong. gotta rmb not to give ms leong the overall trophy straight... gotta pass it to zhiyun. i love my seniors!! ((:


while ms tan listened to huiyan practice her reading, chris and i went to sit on the bench to wait for her... it so happened to be our luck that some prefects frm other schs (GUYS, to be precise) came up to us and asked us to do the chicken dance for em. -.-" vice-head pamela was pleading with us to do it for them to see cos they didnt know how to do it. said smth like if we didnt do it they wouldnt be able to move on. (???) omg it was so humiliating... bahh. stupid guys... but some were frm acs! couldnt tell if it was br or i.


ichthus episode two: Hakuna Matata. be there or be square. ((:

yoo hoo! ((: sryy didnt update fer so long. hahas was too lazy to post. =X


kaes let's start with the planetshakers concert. =D was supp to go watch spongebob with hj, andrew and sab at tampines... we all met but in the end failed to get tix cos 2 time slots were all fully booked. WHY IS SPONGEBOB SO POPULAR?! hee. so we decided to just take a cab and go stright to downtown east. it was arnd 3+ then. accidentally burst my pimple in the cab. =S hj paid for the ride. thanks! didnt manage to get a place at the bowling alley cos it was so crowded. hurr. so we trooped down to macs cos sab wanted an ice cream. ended up stoning there for 3 whole hours. how cool is that. cos SOME PEOPLE didnt wanna get off their butts and go outside to enjoy the nice sunshine and breeze. *coughcough* =Pp hmmm. actually i wanted to go play at some big room with all those ya know, ermm balls for lil kids? =D looked so fun! but 3 of em didnt wanna... hmp. party poopers. geez i took 15mins trying to rmb how to lock hj's phone. lol...


there was this loooong queue outside the marquee waiting to go in for the concert so we waited for lionel and the rest to come. esp chris. kept bugging me to go pick her frm pasir ris station but told her to go follow gloria. ((: meanwhile hj, sab and i bought planet shakers shirts... mine was size M but it MYSTERIOUSLY disappeared. -.-ll andrew didnt get one cos they were all too small. lol. turns out that my shirt went to tong. grr. but ohwells treat it as his belated bdae present. and i just realised how much i want my shirt back. -pouts. ohwell. met ben there but didnt realise it was him till i saw him with andrew. -.- another moment of blurness, as drew would say. phftt. HJ STILL OWES ME SWEETS.


the concert was not bad, though they didnt play any songs that i know. was hoping they'd play open up the gates but they didnt. sighh. jumped up and down during the songs and i sure hope that i grew taller!! saw louisa, an old sch friend with a cedarian, jeralyn. hii!! ((: hadta go out half way though the songs cos i was getting hungry and almost fainted. dragged chris out with me. hehe so we went to burger king to eat and charis met us there with her friend. hee. everything ended half an hour earlier than expected, so... geor could have come!! grr. lol...


i was so lethargic in school today. Zzz...


Shoutouts:

huiyan: you hafta admit that i make one gd math tutor. -winks.


chris: I WANT MY PLANETSHAKERS SHIRT BACK!! *sob* haha why why why?? of all ppl TONG. lol jk but he gets all the gd stuff! =Pp jkjk...


hj: i miss my mp3 player.

counting down... 23 more hours to go!!


man oh man, my pilot pen match ytd was horrid! hahas... i wont say the exact score but all i can say is that we got thrashed and that georgina tang owes me a bottle drink. =Pp huiyan! we'll try harder nxt time ok! oh wait. by then you'll be with christabel. ohwells.


nothing exciting happened today... but i went all the way to lavender station to meet faith and collect my planet shakers concert tix. i was supposed to meet her at newton but she got a lift frm a friend to lavender. ohwells. haha you stupidd gong. go wait at the control station for wad?! hehe...


my train route:
START. bishan==braddell==toapayoh==novena== newton==orchard==somerset==dhobyghaut== cityhall==bugis==lavender==bugis==cityhall== dhobyghaut==somerset==orchard==newton==novena== toapayoh==braddell==bishan END.


yes! planet shakers concert tml! WHEE~!! *ohh happy day* i've been looking forward to it for so long! hehehehe... ppl! pray that christabel will be able to make it! hmmm. hope that i can make it to watch the spongebob squarepants movie with hj tml... haha geor says its super funny. =) geez. maria doesnt know who to ask along, sir!!

2nd day of the march hols.

spent the WHOLE ENTIRE day watching tv and doing math. how fun right. church ppl came over to discuss on the nxt youth fellowship. i'm not involved so i didnt follow them. so i spent a day of solitude by myself and the dear tv. watching geor's cds on inuyasha. everyone went to j8 for lunch and to watch hitch... i didnt go either. gave a lame excuse that i had alr watched it (which was true) but the main reason was cos well. i didnt want myself to get worked up again. yehh. i'll probably have a miserable time instead of a fun time.


actually come to think of it, i cried seeing all of them walk off. so happy. so close. unlike me. drifting away... because of some silly problem? nay, its not a small matter. its such a big matter to me that every night before i sleep i think of this. really gets me down. but like what can i do? perhaps i'm being too scared to face the truth? maybe i'm just not ready to lose someone like her. or maybe i even got the wrong impression. who knows? -sigh


-the call that never came-


pilot pen tml!! *eek* dear quincy! we must jiayou k!! hahas... dont care whether its rgs or scgs or whatever sch, we are still winners! what matters is that we tried our best. hehe... =X


my dearest panda! inuyasha rocks! ahaha... he's so damn cool! =Pp for your sake, i will bite my tongue off if i need to so that i can survive the thrashing session kaes? i'll try my best. hahaha i just cant get enough of talking on the phone with you. =D


Shoutouts:
andrew: i wasnt dao today ok! anw it wasnt my fault. you know the reason.


michelle: heyy senior! thnx for your concern ytd... ahaha and pls admit that i'm gd company on the phone ESP when you are waiting at the bball court for your chance at the hoop for more than an hour! =Pp


geor: hehe. PANDA.

march holidays have finally started!! whee...


went out today to watch boogeyman... and man, is it one LAME show. pure 100% lame and just anit-climax. nothing to it. wasted $8.50 of my money. phftt. though i was freaked out... hugged my dear yonex jacket e whole time. =Pp *cough* somebody can squeak real loud. *runsaway* and i make a reeeally gd phone-napper. =Pp


trng this week has been fun. ms angelina tan bought a cake for the b div and we got to eat it! mwahahx. had a minor food fight involving the cake cream and it all starting because huiyan put some cream on my face. i kena by her and geor. haha but it was damn fun. managed to smash and hit 4 out of 5 rackets lined up in one row down yesterday during trng... nobody else did that in my grp. =DD haa! i'm so happy. =Pp


mann. pilot pen cup nxt week... huiyan and i are in the second round cos dunno what happened to our first round opponents so we were able to walkover. HAA. but there's nothing to rejoice abt cos we'll be playing against rg. bleahhx. gonna get thrashed. whoot. it'll be held at acsi... man i hope i dont get lost finding my way there.. hahas. wish me luck! =D


yay planet shakers concert nxt week! i'll most probably be going with christabel on friday... yeapp. cant wait!


tong's at my hse now... playing a sissy-fied version of unreal tournament. making really weeird noises... and he's being really tyco at killing his opponent. he's made up of jelly!! whooaa...


Shoutouts:
andrew: hahaha... i phone-napped your phone. mwahahx. and i think i saw what i wasnt supposed to see. =X

2nd post of the day... just read someone's blog and its contents... feeling very very depressed now.

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how would it feel
to have someone close
stripped away from your life
just like that
and the other person
doesnt care at all
of your feelings

how would it feel
if that someone
doesnt care either
and prefers the other;
throwing away so many years of frienship
along with so many memories

how would it feel
'cos too much has happened
in too little time
and you're at a complete loss
for the longest period of time

well...

i seem very insignificant
very lonely
i miss those old times
those times
that go way back,
don't you?

i don't know why
but things have changed.
for me,
they changed for the absolute worse
for you,
perhaps for the absolute better (in your eyes)

i just hope
and pray each night
that things return
to the way they used to be
that is my wish.
my wish and nothing more.

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just wrote this so-called poem on the spot...

[to that someone]: i dont mean to offend you in any way, but this is just how i feel right now. sry... but i really wish for things to go back to the way they were.

yesterday was my bdae! whee~! 14 alr. whoot. so old la. lol... and my memory's so not improving. pam says that i'm 14 but i have the memory of an 80 yr old. ughh! so bad. -pouts. haha but i do agree with her la. what to do... so sad...

got so many presents frm friends yesterday... thnx celestine+celesther+regina for the super-duper cute penguin and thnx for rmbing tt i liked it! thnx charlotte for the eeyore bolster! haha i absolutely LOVE IT! cuddled it last night. =Pp thnx qiu lin+xi wen for the turtle! haha though it seems like a toy for babies?! haa. thnx manprit for the photo frame.. i'll 'try' my best to put your photo in it. =Pp thnx sarah ho for the big chocolate! i still have yet to eat it. still saving it... =) thnx xueyuan for the bean... it finally grew out of the soil today! =D thnx tunn yuan for the sweet anklet... i love it! and i'm wearing it now. n.n oh! oh! and one more! thnx kor for the sweet bdae present!! its so cute! ((:

went out with huiyan, manprit and sze min after sch yesterday... went to plaza sing with the intention of going to the arcade but then changed our minds when huiyan managed so pon her tuition and go later. so we went to watch hitch. haha i love that show! damn funny. haha 90% and 10%.. HAA! =Pp. sze min and i FROZE in the cinema while dear manprit hogged huiyan's jacket. how sweett. THNX ALOT! hahahaha jkjk... manprit went hysterical on the train ride home... (cks) =Pp

i like my handphone holder i made for dnt! painted it in sch today and i must say i did a pretty gd job. =D hee self-praise... helped huiyan paint hers too cos she said her painting sucks. and i like what i did for her too! hehe... =DD

i can make a cube out of thin air!

cedar's family games day tml... huiyan's gonna join my family for a day and be my 'older sis' by 3days although i'm taller (by 1cm). lol... boon aint going, but my parents are. we're gonna play badminton, tennis, bball and table-tennis (for my mum). cool cool! mr goh seemed rather amused when he found out that we were going tml. DIAOO. hahas ohwells! ohya. its my baby cuz's bdae tml too! happy bdae in advance david!!

Shoutouts:
geor: you're inhuman! how can you like camp night walks? omg la. hehe... wait till you try the ghost tunnel we did during youth camp. i bet you'll freak out like i did. haha! =X oops. *runs away* anw, i love you! ((: hahaha keep asking your dad kaes? and you can and WILL go for the planetshakers concert. =Pp

chris+huiyan: sryy ppl... wasnt in my bestest of moods during trng and got frsutrated with myself. really sry and thnx so much for the support. =)) huiyan! i'm still waiting for my seal. hehe

pam: girl! i love your flying turtle!! haha and my penguin. >.<