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Tuesday, August 22

i just want to say
a big THANKYOU
to all my wonderful friends out there who stood by me when i was at my lowest today.
words can't express how much you guys mean to me!
thanks to sweeleng, eunice, yangyang, renuka, christabel, sab, rach ong and others of whom i am sorry to say that i can't remember.
but really.
your encouragement really helped.
and you made me smile.
((:

prayed; 9:06 PM

Monday, August 21

okay my mood sucks right now.
i've got so many things on my mind,
and i don't know where and what to start with.
i think i need some living dead beat first.

okay. let's start with the least important(to me).
chinese listening comprehension tomorrow.
i knew about it earlier but i forgot and only remembered today.
shoots i haven't prepared mentally.
and i can't possibly fail it.
I NEED TO PASS SOMETHING!

next, the stupid CI project presentation.
we are so not prepared.
ahwell!
heck children of bodom is so not helping my mood.
let's change the song.

-ahh don moen's much better-

next, church issues.
i don't really know what to say.
sorry if you get the feeling that i'm angry,
but i can't help it because i'm in a bad mood, remember?
anyway yeah. i'm kind of confused.
good friends are good friends and cliques are cliques.
there's a difference.
and i don't think that hanging out together will affect our sociality in church.
sorry again if i come across as angry,
but don't worry i'm not.
i just sound angry, but i'm not.
kkay?

okay now for biggest factor to my foul mood.
i shan't say it literally, 'cos i don't want to get into trouble.
who knows? i might get sued.

anyway my whole day was ruined after i was told about it.
or rather what was left of my day, which is more than enough, thankyou very much.
i'd rather it not have happened in the first place.
i feel betrayed. violated.

i should have copyrighted it! okay kidding.
but yeah.
not a word about was said to me about what was going to be done.
heck, i thought they were only going to be viewed.
all my plans have been ruined.
it wasn't even NEAR complete!
and my putting the word INCOMPLETE there was for a purpose.
i ain't dumb, what do you take me for?

ugh ugh ugh.
this so sucks.
now i gotta start form square one and think even harder
just to come up with something new and something to save the situation.

the Bible tells us to cast all our cares on Him, because He cares for us. my friend, this is more than a promise, its a command.

so...
GOD GIVE ME STRENGTH!

sheesh.
just when i thought that things were going smoothly.
why do these things happen to me?!
oh, the unfairness of it all!

God i need your help,
REALLY.

prayed; 11:57 PM

Wednesday, August 16

i seriously think that chemistry is going to be the death of me.
i hate chem and chem hates me.
so there isn't any hope of the two clicking together.
hahaha i wish i could drop that wretched subject.
my life would be so much easier.

i really hope i pass amath this time!
although i messed up a bit.
argh! this is infuriating.
well at least i passed emath anyway.
hoho, my first pass!
see, i'm so pathetic. haha!
but ohwells.

fell down today during training!
man oh man was it unglam.
stupid shoelace i should've tied it shorter.
because i stepped on it and slipped while doing footwork.
but i landed in a proposing pose, which made me look dumb.
(i always seem to land like that)
all my weight went to my left knee,
and now it HURTS. ):
i hope it isn't anything serious or i'll just die.

looking forward to my date with cherissa!
stupid woman hasn't replied my msg though.
icekimo icekimo!
we're finally coming. ((:

p.s.
the swarm of bees was so amusing. (:

prayed; 11:54 PM

Monday, August 7

great is our God
oei oei oei!
great is our God
oei oei oei!
make His praise loud,
make it loud,
make it loud!

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went to the festival of praise with chris and her family yesterday.
omg it rocked.
hillsongs didn't come this year,
which made me sad.
but it didn't really matter because we get to praise the Lord anyway!

don moen and an aussie church band played this year
and don moen ROCKS.
his voice is so captivating and beautiful,
and the Holy Spirit was really present yesterday
because i kept feeling this overwhelming feeling
and brokedown 3 times
which is a good thing
because you feel so much at peace after the crying.

i can't wait for next year's FOP!
delirioius? is coming down...
YAY!
xD

anyway,
i'm so glad to say that i actually PASSED my chinese oral.
whoots!
it took me by surprise,
because i really expected to fail. (:
but nevermind i'll treat this as a sign from God
that there IS some hope for racheltan in chinese after all.

prayed; 10:30 PM

Wednesday, August 2

i absolutely hate the thing
that's called chinese oral.

it was yesterday.
and it went so horribly wrong.
maybe this is yet another sign from God
telling me that chinese is just not for me.

haha,
i ended up getting han lao shi as my examiner,
which isn't exactly a good thing in my opinion.
because i think she's quite strict.
my reading was atrocious,
i forgot how to read words that i know,
and stammered so many times.
rarh!

but i somehow managed to crap my way through the conversation topic,
although i'm sure that han lao shi was quite shocked at what i said.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
actually i myself can't believe i said that.
*shrugs*

anyway it wasn't a pleasant experience.
i'd rather sit through 20 english orals
than have another chinese oral.

i hope i do well for my emath test!
goshness.

prayed; 9:49 PM