omg chinese O level is over.
or at least 2/3 of it is.
not really excited for paper 3 though.
no prizes for guessing how i'll fare for my oral haha!

happy sweet sixteen steph!
wow i've known you for like 6 years or so? haha.
ice-skating was fun today.
though i was rather freaked out when i first stepped into the skating rink.
and i want to thank my 3 saviours eunice, nette and joleen for helping me!
haha and i'm proud to say that i managed to independently skate by myself within 2 hours!
YAY.
ohoh! and there was this ultra super duper CUTE boy in the rink too!
he was so small, so cute! omg haha and he kept falling here and there cos he was so reckless.
i just wanted to pick him up and run off with him haha!
all the other little kids in the rink made me feel old though.
boohoo.

this was my first workout since i stopped training.
which goes to show how slack i am now. ugh!
i miss the feeling of tired muscles. haha sitting around slacking is no fun.

oh my goodness ME.
national geographic photographers are so damn good!
i wonder how and when i'm going to get to that standard.
i wonder IF i'm even going to get there in the first place.
i wonder.
must've been one heckeva loooooong journey for them,
to get that good.
ahhh and i'm nowhere near a quarter of their skill.
i don't know why i'm wailing over this though, hahaha.
but i want to be like them.
and then my name'll be under the photographers section!
omg omg it'll be a dream come true.

save tonight
such a sexyy song.

aww gee so many people have been sick these past few days.
the teachers too!
poor mrs loy her voice was so low today i was scared haha.
i think there's like a bug going around, man.
yucks. hope i don't fall sick.
if not i'll just die.

dimsum dimsum i'm excited!
but gotta get past CHINESE Os next monday first!
ohgawwd i'm so scared.
i'm so not ready! haha.
i'm really scared that i'll let my tutor down.
because after this she's not going to teach me anymore.
and she's been tutoring me since primary school!
omg that's like 10years.
*bawl*

aye sometimes i really hate myself.
especially when i feel so insecure, which is quite dumb if you ask me.
but then again i don't know.
sigh.
i wonder where my future will take me.
we're all approaching the cross-roads and before we know it we're all going to go our different ways.
it sucks because i don't want us all to be seperated.
especially you.
cos we're bond to drift apart sooner or later.
damn i think too much.

i thank God for my brother.
i really really do.
and i love him.

what can i say.
i'm a total failure.
hip hip hooray.

okay i am ANNOYED.
because i just spent 45mins typing a post only to accidentally press some random buttons and delete it.
thus my annoyance.
ARGH!
okay okay never mind i'll just patiently retype EVERYTHING from scratch.
blah.

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MYEs are finally over.
finally finally finally.
so its 1 down, 2 more to go.
its a hell of a looooooong run but heck.
i'll run this race for God and complete it no matter what.
haha. how inspirational.

yesterday oh yesterday.
haha so much for kite flying!
stupid shop just had to be closed for some reason.
and we went aaall the way there just to be disappointed and get our lunch soggy.
eating it at the bus stop looking like fools was what we did.
and i must say it was rather amusing.
haha but that place is in need of some shelter in the field as well as sitting places.

the saving grace of that place was the arcade though.
which i am very thankful of.
it totally rocks because the place is so huge and only a couple of GROWN UPS were inside.
so i could play the games without feeling like some loser haha.
i like the drum game.
ITS SO FUN.
but my eardrums got blasted oww.

spiderman 3 was oookay.
but little character development for the villians.
especially venom. but not that i care much anyway haha.
i never realised that pat was so crazy over spiderman until yesterday.
actually crazy is an understatement.
pat! you're insane. haha!
spiderman is NOT hot okay. yucks!

i need a break from studying!
my brain hasn't recovered from all the cramming for MYEs.
can't believe we dont get a single day off this is ridiculous.
and today's lessons did NOT work out for me at all.
i positively HATE applications of integration!
hate dispise dislike BLAH.
i think i owe an apology to leng's calculator because i threw it accidentally on the table in my frustration.
SORRY LENG! haha.

okay so this was part when i fantastically pressed the bloody buttons.
and POOF my page was refreshed and my post GONE.
which totally sucked because i just wasted another 10mins of my time when i could be watching bleah now.
bleach ah bleach.
how i miss thee so. NYAHAHH.

anyway there was this black little puppy from the spca by the name of lucky (how cliched and unoriginal) after school.
it is so kick-ass cute! ahhhh.
and its so frisky.
kept nipping my hand when i petted it. but not that it hurt.
i felt like picking it up and running off with it.
and when i told my dad about lucky he actually said, "why didn't you adopt it?"
in a serious tone.
and i was like WHOA.
which made me think about my poor poor dino who's ancient.
i'm so gonna dread the day that he dies.
ahwell at least God blessed him with a good loooooong life of 15 years and counting.
and for that i am thankful.

okay i hear bleach calling me.
till next time!