MYEs ARE OVER!
WHOO!

man it feels good to be done with the bloody exams..
a bit of the stress has been taken off my shoulders,
but not like i had stuff to be stressed about in the first place anyway, since i'm so clueless about everything.
i wonder how many Us i'll get.
probably one for every H2 subject of mine.
yeap kinda screwed.
i just hope i'll do decently well for GP, that's all i'm asking.
it was the only subject that i felt rather good about.

i've got lots of catching up to do man!
my mum did some researching and found out that the minimum A level requirement to get into my veterinary science course in Murdoch University is 3 As for my H2 subjects.
yes, 3 freaking As.
i was shell-shocked.
3 As?! that's insane!
i might as well go do medicine in some Singapore Uni with those grades.
when i heard that from my mum the first thought i had was, "oh SHIT. how in the world do i get 3 As for my H2 subjects?!"
second thought was, "its okay i guess i can do it."
BUT.
even if i am determined to study harder and try to get As, it seems quite impossible!
like here i am scoring lovely Us for all my H2 subjects with relative ease,
and econs, bio and chem are like alien concepts to me.
but what am i saying, with God all things are possible.
and, i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
i guess from now on it won't be me me me,
but it'll be God carrying me to finish this (bloody) race.
by His grace i'll get promoted to J2 and then we'll see this journey to the end.

well, with that aside, i'm enjoying my short break now, before lessons start next week.
went to play tennis today with my parents in the morning!
woke up at 7am to get ready.
played for 2 hours from 8-10, and omg it was uber fun.
took some time to warm-up and get back my strokes, but after awhile i could hit properly and sent my dad running around the court.
haha! God was gracious and it didn't rain.
my parents have been bugging me to go for proper tennis lessons, to hone my apparent skills..
and i really want to, but i'm scared that i don't have time to do so.
but, we'll see how, maybe i might be able to set aside some time.
yay! (:

met up with pat, nette, yang and sweeleng in the afternoon,
and it was awesome to see them again after so long.
i had forgotten the friendly banter that we shared as a clique and today's outing reminded me of it all.
poor steph couldn't make it because she still has a paper on monday,
and stupid eunice had CIP so she didn't come either.
but we still had fun.
it was great catching up and filling up on each other's lives..
everyone's the same, though.
except that yang's really tan now and leng's so skinny.
i miss the good old days..

going to dear faith's house tomorrow to spend the afternoon!
then we will go to gabriel's 21st birthday party!
ahh so fun! (:
i shall make faith's mum happy by being her 'weekend daughter' tomorrow.
haha can't wait! (:

i'd say...
this week was interesting.
or rather, wednesday was interesting.
found out some stuff that made my day. (:

its the last week of the june holidays.
SIAN.

been too lazy to update, so sorry about that.
but anyway from where i left,
camp aspire wasn't much.
although incredibly the 3day-2night camp seemed like forever.
everyone was complaining half way through the first day, me included.
i'm quite thankful, though, that joanna and el were in my group!
which was quite amazing!
so we 3 kinda had a cute little reminice about our OAC days.
and we all came to the conclusion that nobody runs leadership camps like Cedar. (:

on the last day of camp aspire jerome left early (darn you) to go on a holiday to melborne and NEW ZEALAND (darn you more).
leaving me missing not him (HAHAHA), but the wonderful country of new zealand.
words can't express how much i miss that country...
my time there last year was so surreal.
omg, i want to go back there so badly!
and visit the Mohktars too! (:

life after camp aspire has been uneventful too.
apart from the rare outings like my LG outing one fine day to kallan leisure park,
and my visit to Cedar to train with my better-than-me juniors and get my O Level cert.
ahhh going back there made me feel old. ):
and i really miss those (rather) carefree blue-grey days!

i haven't really started studying for my mid-year examinations, although its only 3 days away.
OMG 3 DAYS.
but yeah. i'll just throw it down the drain i guess.
not much i can do to salvage my pathetic situation here.
so i guess i'll just see how many Ultimates i'll get.
JC is ruining my life, like seriously.
if not for my friends there i would've dropped out and gone to poly or aussie to start my vet course.
how in the world did my brother survive! argh.

i can't wait for sunday, i wanna see faith again.
i can wait for monday, i don't wanna see the test papers.
i can't wait for all the stress to be over, i wanna breathe again.

toodles!