omg. i think i'm coming down with some illness. this ain't good.


OAC's in 4 days time!! i'm partly excited and partly dreading it. i've always loved camps so that's why i'm excited. but actually i'm dreading it more cos i so do not wanna do the crazy high elements. and i also am not looking forward to attending a crazy boot-camp that lasts 6 crazy days. hope i don't get into any trouble man. and hope i end up getting all pissed and talk back to instructors or leaders. i'll probably wind up biting off my tongue to keep myself quiet. gotta go buy more trackpants too. hurr but i think its such a waste of money lah. buy so many.. don't see the point of needing to STANDARDISE every crazy thing that we bring to camp. (hey ppl! let's bring the same underwear!!) DIAO. haha ohwells what to do. -shrugs.


my birthday this year is so gonna be the worse one in my whole entire life. imagine spending your birthday at camp. to make things worse, it'll be on the first day of camp. -sigh. looks like i'll hafta sing the brithday song to myself at night on the bunker at labrador camp. HOW FUNN. nvm. i shall try my best to make this birthday a memoriable one for myself. not many people have the priviledge of spending their 15th birthday in camp anyway! ((: so i shall thank God for this wonderful experience.


ohyah. i hope God heals me in time for OAC cos i so do not wanna go to the sick bay there and being the centre of attention from intructors, let alone leaders. >.< ahhhhh!! =/


pray hard that God'll help me survive OAC and that i can muster the courage and strength to overcome my fear of heights. many thanks. ((:

ah ah ah ah stayin' alive, stayin' alive... xD


okayy we played against rgs today. lost 0-5. ARGH. i ended up playing singles cos yusin had a flu and as usual i got trashed. stupid floor was so slippery but i didn't really dare to put water cos i didn't want another deja vu case of what happened last yr with that IJ woman. i don't like singles! x( anyway, today sucked. hardly anybody cheered, except for a few enthu idiots like chris and i. there was no team spirit at all can. not good. no fighting spirit either. WHY'S THE OTHER COURT MORE INTERESTING THAN OURS! well, it wasn't. just because IJ and SCGS had a close fight doesn't mean that you guys can just abandon our own teammates who were struggling in the court. btw, nice side profiles. phftt. its plain demoralising okay, in case it wasn't realised. -sigh. ):


my bro's finally back from japan! he came back on saturday and i stayed up all night so that i could go to the airport to get him. unfortunately because of that i KO-ed that night and couldn't wake up for church. *oops. hurr and apparently jacelyn tay went to my church for dunno what reason. and i found out wen and faith took pictures with her!! *gasp* no fair!! *cries* actually i don't even know who jacelyn tay is. is she an actress? cool. ((:


wenn is SICK! oh man! rest well and drink lots of water yeah?! sighh. everyone's getting sick these days... i think there's some stupid flu bug or smth that's going arnd. tskk. eat more protein ppl!! boost your immune system! hohoho.


JILLIAN'S AN OLD QUEEN! I'M THE LOVELY PRINCESS! xPp

oh man. boon's sexy song is stuck in my head now and i can't stop humming it. argh!


aye, i'm glad to say that i'm back-in-action! whoots. ((: haha, but geor got sick after me, so sad. poor girl had a high fever like i did too! hoho. hopefully she's well enough to play tml. if not, i'll just die. ya heard that, panda??


tournament's started alr. *scream* our first match was on friday and we played against st theresa. because geor was down, mr wee had us think and think and come up with our own line-up. i ended up playing 2nd doubles with huiyan and poor chris hadta play 2nd singles. my game was horrid. well, just the first set. i played like total crap and let our opponents kick our ass and almost made mr wee go mad. i'm SORRY for the stress that caused you guys but man, i was shaking! literally. luckily during the 2nd set God calmed my nerves and although i was still shaking i was able to focus on the game properly and so we beat my opponents 3-15, 15-1, 15-4. ((: thank you God!!


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i just wanna drop out of school and be a missionary in lahu.


i think school's so stressful its sickening. all the stupid tests and all... timed assignments and common tests... it enough to drive me crazy. i can't stand it. i mean, just give us our damn mid-yr papers and give us less stress will ya?? hurr. ohwell. i'll just have to tahan another 1 yr plus before i leave. and i shall be a happy girl.