hoho. ytd was interesting. really.


left the house at 4.50 to meet celestine and celesther ytd. apparently they both SUCK big time when it comes to choosing clothes to wear. lol. anw we happily boarded the train and travelled all the way to tampines and took bus 31 frm the interchange. according to celesther the bus would bring us straight to ite colleage east. BUT IT DIDNT. so we alighted at some bus stop and realised we were outside changi general hospital. in other words we were lost. blah. to cut the long story short we then decided to go to singapore expo cos some food festival thingy was being held there. and celestine's friend said that the food was good. yeah so we trooped down there. omg that place was so freaking crowded. after eating 2 lil bowls of fake sharks fin soup we ended up taking 40min to try to get out of the hell hole. haha! then on the train heading back to j8 my mum called and asked me if i wanted to go the the club with boon and matt. and so i went. and left the sisters together at j8 to eat their dinner. hehe i'm so mean. BUT i'm like so not an ah sao alright!!!


hoo. church today. combined lesson with lg4 cos their lg leaders were on holiday. jae talked abt bgr. i was like diaoo. anws. after lesson soon theen said that he booked a chalet at changi for us lg2 ONLY!! whee i cant wait! cant rmb the dates though. hoho. twit2 and i are in charge of money and buying stuff. and that means that there's an excuse to go... SHOPPING!! omg how fun is dat. =Pp

rarhh. i'm in a happy mood. sch hols are here!! whee...


brought my dog to the vet ytd... poor guy has rashes. omg he almost broke the table when we hadta flip him upside down. he was thrashing abt so much. =/ hahhs. the vet was like full of praise for dino! yayness. ((: said he's surprised that dino has lived for such a long time cos mongrels normally die at the age of 10. dino's 13. and he likes dino's coat! hehe maybe it seemed good cos i had given him a bathe the day before. hoho.


damn. trng was so awkward. hated every single minute of it though i know i brought it to myself. phfft. sometimes i wonder why am i so confused. ohwells. sryy...


went to the esplanade last night with my family to watch this comedy act that was part of the arts fest. ristorante immortale. so funny! hoho. i wanna watch it again. i just realised how nice it is outside the esplanade. long singapore river i think. gluttons square has good food. =Pp


yayness i'm going to watch a floorball match ltr today with celestine and celesther. gonna meet them at j8! whee~! i cant wait. ((: cheer for the singapore team ppl!! whoots.


oh mann i have only 11 days to come up with a written proposal with chrissy, huiyan, tunn yuan and yusin. but yusin's in china now so it'll only be 4 of us. garhh only notified today. such a short notice. God pls help it to be a success sia...

alright i'm back frm my lil blogging break. june holidays are nearing! yayness let's all celebrate, ppl! hehh. though it really wont be much cos i'll still be as busy as when sch was still open. trng and homework. BAHH.


icthus episode III coming up on 18th june. cant wait. ((: hope it'll be as nice as if not nicer than the last 2! whee... ((: ahaha...


omg we didnt make it for buzz at canteen. whoots. so much for the "wow you shld have seen them. it was nice" comments and stuff. thanks for giving us false hopes. and just when we thought that we actually didnt suck at everything we did. thanks a million. ohwells. a special shoutout to my fellow classmates! we still stone, and therefore nothing changes the fact that we rock. in a different sense, that is. hahhs. i love ya'll!! dont be too disheartened, ppl! *huggies*


i finally painted my egg today. after it sat in class and collected dust for a week, if not more. hadta paint it according to a chinese traditional mask or smth like that. and the CLDDS ppl made it seem as if we hadta hand in our eggs so i was like painting and painting like mad. in the end? we could keep it as a souvenior. alamak i stabbed it with the back of the paintbrush and threw it away. that felt so good. =Pp then i learnt a cute song that was directly translated frm malay into english. i cant stand it its so cute. PINCHING PINCHING ANTS WHO FEEL THE PAIN YOU GO ON TOP. COME ON AND CLAP YOUR HANDS AND KEEP ON CLAPPING TILL YOU STOP. WHAO! HEY BE NAUGHTY NAUGHTY, TEACHERS ALL GOT HEADACHE, SO HAPPY EXAMS ALL OVER, COME ON AND CELEBRATE!! =DD i didnt get to have my hand painted with hanna. i'm so angry.jealous. rarhh. stupid chrissy got hers done. and it was SO NICE. phfft. (this is all in conjuction to cultural week)


really hope i can go for aviva open. then i can see eriksen! and paaske! and gades! and widiyanto! and all of them! yeah yeah. cant wait.


omg douglas came for trng toady again. and he was so uber cute! hahhs. he's like some pro-ded shuttle picker machine thingy. lol! and i just realised. he like to bully me. hmp. being bullied by a lil small pri4 boy is not fun at all. bwah! haha but i must admit, he's fun. very talkative too. and mini douglas (his lil bro) is called julian! hoho. kawaii~~


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stabbed in the heart, and its bleeding badly. dont ask me why but it hurts alot. though i know that i really shldnt be affected by this. wasnt that bad in the first place. there was even laughter. yet. it felt like a real full-force session. i try to tell some little nagging voice inside me to shut up, but i keep wondering... what did i do? did i do smth wrong? was i being referred to at some points? i guess so, right? though i'm not the type of person who'd give much thought to these sorta things. maybe my morals are different. maybe its my rationale. but either way. it probably hurt you too. sryy for whatever i did wrong. frm the bottom of my heart. but just one lil thing. tell me abt it nxt time okay? so i can change. and so that we can avoid such events frm occuring again.

omg cross-country on thursday was mad. hahhs. i ran all the way and didnt stop once to walk and i ended up getting 75th place. dropping 34 places frm last yr's position. oh my ngo cann. i'm so disappointed. haha but i dont really care cos i ran the race for God and i did my best. ((:


friday was probably the best day of my life. haha but then again maybe not. mr wee didnt spare us at all for trng even though he knew abt our cross-country and so we went abt doing our crazy footwork drills and stuff. there was this stupid irritating blister on my right foot so i almost died while doing footwork. blehh.


geor and i were kinda late for the movie so we decided to take a cab home instead. ahaha i cannot paste plasters on other ppl's noses at all. hoo boy that was retarded. reached j8 with 15min to spare so we quickly went to take neos. haha i guess we spent a bit too much time decorating them cos it was 7.40 by the time the neos were printed. omg we rushed like mad cows over to the snack counter. learnt that geor isnt very good at carrying things and thus i almost broke my lil left pinky which was holding her ultra heavy badminton bag. and OMG THE STUPID USHER TORE OUR PRECIOUS SINGLE MOVIE TICKET!! blah i almost died there and then. turns out that we werent late for the movie cos they were still screening commercials. haa. retarded. they played my favourite rainbow song too!! whee...


went with my parents to do flag day on saturday... i wasnt supposed to do it cos i'm under aged (16 and above) but i still got a bag of my own. got a free shirt that's worth 15 bucks okay. its like super chao nice! -grinz. sold flags for the methodist welfare society so the shirt had a nice verse frm the Bible. anw it was my very first flag day experience so i was rather shy at first. omg you shld have seen my mum literally ATTACK the ppl ok. it was plain scary. dad said she sold ice to the eskimos. and i totally agree. since it was my first time, i realised just how plain selfish and idiotic some singaporeans can be. i've learnt, that the richer they are, the more stingy they are. i dont see why those with bling bling written across their faces are not able to donate a little when even the CONSTRUCTION WORKERS readily fish out their hard earned money! garh my faith in mankind has gone down the drain. however there were some heart warming ppl. this tourist (i think) whom i approached gently refused me and then went to buy ice-cream frm the vendor right nxt to me. then i was like what the can buy ice-cream but cannot donate. sheesh. then after awhile she came back to me, smiling frm ear to ear. apparently she dragged her husband to donate too. so she like stuffed coins into the bag and i was so touched. after abt like 1hr plus i went for lunch with my parents. and while i was complaining abt the lousy attitude i got frm the ppl to my mum, this other lady tapped me on the shoulder and said, "hey small kid. small kid." i turned arnd and she shoved a $10 note into my face. i was like so shocked i kept saying God bless you thank you so very much. haha and after that she walked off without even saying a word. whoa how cool is that. dad joked and said to treat that as a sign frm God that He wants me to stay on longer to sell more flags. hahhs. didnt manage to meet up with chris though. she was stationed at toa payoh.


star wars episode III: revenge of the sith. rating: 6 out of 10. nothing much. i was really disappointed. wasnt up to my expectations at all. no.1, the jedi each died a stupid retarded pathetic death. mace windu's was pure lame. aalya's was pathetic. i mean like. she couldnt have died that easily cos surely she would have been able to sense smth wrong. hello?! they're JEDI. jedi use the force to help them. they shld be alert, not blur and take those clone troopers for granted. geroge lucas!! ARGH!! -pouts. no.2, general grievious. i dont see why they bother to put up such cool posters depicting general grievious as a cool and deadly enemy. when in the movie he's some sickly coward who keeps coughing all the time. so what if he has 4 lightsabres. he still lost to obi-wan. and that duel wasnt at all fantastic. what a sad way to end the star wars saga.


ohwells. dont get me wrong though, star wars still rocked. its the bestest best science fiction movie that was ever created and i highly doubt that anything else can beat it. its a legacy. star wars is like the king of all sci fi movies. beats matrix and LOTR anytime. the special effects are top notch and lucas is marvelous. he created not just a story but even added detailed stuff so vividly and i'm quite confident that absolutely NOTHING can beat star wars. i'll live by that. and may the force be with you.

4 more hours to the premire of star wars!! whoots whoots!! gahh i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait!!!!!! *SCREAM*


i fnially booked the tickets to star wars through the internet last night. so proud of myself. *beams. going on friday night with geor. =DD we're going after trng and since the movie starts at 730, our dear princess wants to go home first and bathe so i'll be meeting her at j8 at 715. hoy woman! dont be late. =Pp or else i'll go in without you. haa! =X


watching naruto now, as geor had instructed me... thnx for taking time to carefully write out the oh-so-detailed instructions on how to get to the jap language only!! really appreciate it. whee... cos i can finally xin shang the jap language. hoho. omg the 2nd episode is RETARDED. haha!!! my bro was like ALAMAK. and he kept laughing. =Pp now we're gonna make popcorn and finish watching inuyasha's 2nd movie cos he didnt watch it. (dont kill me!!)


argh x-country tml. i'm so dead. hurrhurr gonna run with chrissy though! hope i dont die while running. and i really hope that i can maintain my standard like last yr's. please God!! hahhs. i'm gonna bring my coin too! so that i've got reassurance that God is with me while i run. ((: not to mention my 2 recitals. wont tell though! *smiles.


photo-taking ytd was fun as i expected. haha i stood next to gracelyn!! yayys. she was on my left and mandy on my right! whees... sho nice. for the fun shot huiyan, gracelyn, sze min and i sat on the floor right in front. haha extra, yes i know but i dont care. had our badminton photo-taking ytd too. was unexpected cos mr goh initially told us that it would be today but he wasnt able to make the ammendments. so in the end we took the photo in our sch BLOUSE. how sucky is that. and ppl will look at the sch book and ask, "hey, is that the media club or smth?" HURR.


buzz at canteen auditions were today! we spent the whole day (excluding the part where we got back our papers. btw i got 74 for math and 45.5 for science. haha.) practicing over and over and over and over and over again. after we performed, the 2 sec4 judges had us sit down in front of them (like a debrief) and they told us ways to improve our dance. which means to say, we have a high possibility that we made it!! ohh yeahh. we rock.


"We stone, therefore we rock." -Pamela Choong. *beams. =))


okaee! off i go now! popcorn!! yayys. chao~!

3 more days to star wars!! whoots whoots!! gahh i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait!!!!!! *SCREAM*


hoho. yayness class photo tml!! whoots. lol our badminton one is on wednesday. that oh-so-fateful day. hurr. nvm. i shant wallow in self-pity. class photo!! whee~! haha dunno why larr but i'm looking forward to it. -grinz.


our buzz at canteen item is going quite well, i must say. but i'm scared that we dont have enough time to complete and perfect it by wednesday. garhh. stress stress stress. hmpp. stupid music software. lag so much. its taking me hours to do smth easy. hurrhurr. *punch* haha that was for my comp. ho yanyi!! i so hate you!! hahhs. jkjk. i LOVE you. cos you rock. at coming out with dance steps. heex. you rock you rock!! keep it up yeahh. ((:


gee trng was mad today. my legs almost broke. so many drills. to top it off, i hadta throw shuttles for my juniors. so... my right arm was almost dropping off my shoulder kaes. 25 rounds of the jacob's ladder too. -sighh. dying... dying... mr wee wants us back in shape. ohmy. !! speaking of which... we're taking height and weight tml. i bet a million dollars that i put on loads of weight and that i did NOT grow at all. *sob*

4 more days to star wars!! whoots whoots!! gahh i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait!!!!!! *SCREAM*


ahahaha... ohwells. =Pp geor didnt come for church today. hmps. -pouts. tskk missed out dearie!! you so are coming nxt week. hahas!! thnx for lending me the inuyasha movies!! they totally rockrockrock solid!! hee. we'll see whether i prefer naruto to inuyasha but i doubt. however there may be a possibility. -grinz.


had cip after church today with the badminton team... this time it was at beach road instead of bendemeer road. lol... so we distributed daily provisions to some residents there and guess what! one of the residents was a senior pastor!! omg larr i was so surprised. cos like 99% of the flats we visited were buddhists. ((: he had a cert frm trinity christian centre and i saw the words 'senior pastor' on it. hehe... nice. chris and i also spotted a lil red cross in his flat. ((: double nice. ohyar! we went up to the 16th storey and the view frm the balcony was so nice!! we could see the national stadium, the indoor stadium, the sea, and lots more! boats too. the view was so refreshing. there was a nice breeze too.


i am so not looking forward to wednesday. hurrhurr.


we gotta jiayou for buzz at canteen ppl!! blahh. gogogo! laggy... hahas -pouts. so stressed la. tskk. ppl pls pray that we'll be able to come up with a satisfactory item by wednesday. -sighh-

tralala... went back to sch after a day's break! lol... due to some irritating thing that we women hafta ENDURE. tskk.


guess what. our grp was chosen to represent our class in the history pageant thingy. so we hadta act it out in front of 3 teachers in the AS today. omg the competition was TOUGH. ruiwen can cry okayy!! omgomg. their play as so touching. HEY ITS A COMPLIMENT OKAE!! see i so good. but dont care la. haha our play was fine too!! apart frm the fact that huiyan couldnt change fast enough into her jeans so they were kinda unzipped. =X. ohwells. hee.


garhh i wanna shoot the ppl who came up with the stupid buzz at canteen thingy okae. blah jkjk. though its causing nothing but stress and irritance to me. hurr. couldnt think of what steps to come up with ok. sheesh. just wish that some ppl will start to chip in and help us choreograph the moves. cos the deadline is wednesday and we're certainly getting absolutely nowhere. but not that i'm still pissed or what but we really need to work together to make this a success and show em what sec2H is made of. (omg) hahhs. sry kae.


whee praise be to God! He has healed me of my best friend! yayy. -beams. God is so good!! lalalax. *breaks out in praise and worship* ahaha poor charlotte jr is still stuck with hers. *sticks out tongue* HAH! lol jkjk...


trng was slack today. lols. mr wee couldnt come and mr goh hadta attend a meeting. so we just did was a lil footwork, played afew matches and ran 5 rounds for endurance. geez. i was SO DARN rusty frm the MYE break. *cry* sec4s came for trng today too. was kinda nice to see them again after such a long time. agnes was so cute! lols.


hahhs. lit learning journey. so-so. the tour was... err... well, not really interesting. wasnt much la. but the workshop was kinda fun la. but only the acting part. that's all we did though. nothing much. quite boring. lol. ohwells. stupid huiyan. hurr. *bish* ms poon likes baby algae!! aww. aiyah but all in all i kinda enjoyed myself cos at least i got a chance to get out of my classroom for some freedom. ((:


Shoutouts:
geor: thnx so very very much for the words of comfort yeah? ((: really appreciate it. hehe sry la i wasnt really up to talking then. =Pp eee you didnt wait for me after trng. hmp. anw, hope you come to church!! -prod.

alamaaaaakk. science ytd was maaaaadd. *cry* everyone died-ed. i'm serious. ms thang was so not joking when she told us that it would be hard. man it was wayy harder than last yr's!! alamak alamak alamak.


happy bdae kai yin dearie!! many happy returns for the day. ((:


guess what ppl!! i've got a new best friend in my mouth! whee. bit it a few weeks ago many times on the same spot and it hasnt been getting better. ppl pls pray again ok! i havent had a break frm these since a looong time ago in bethlehem. my bactidol aint working either.


hist pageant was retarded today. HAHA. we were the only grp to present cos the others werent ready. so the spotlight was fully on us. ahwell. ms han wasnt able to book the aesthetic studio so we hadta do it in class... which meant changing outside class. charlotte held everyone up cos her pants were 'spoilt'. so there was this looong pause in-between scene one and two. charlotte also twisted my arm in an awkward position when she pulled me so i was grimacing instead of looking worried. and sze min punched me when i was helping her wear an IJ pinafore. *oww. let's just say today aint my day. hoho. cos i almost walked off the pavement this morning too. couldnt walk straight. hahhs.


the songs are taking FOREVER to transfer!! garhh. i need to arrange them!! fast! haha 7 day trial for my software. its free. =Pp yay yay cheerleading!! *ecstatic*


some ppl are just so IRRITATING. SICKENING. WU LIAO. SICK. nothing better to do go do those PURE RETARDED stuff huh. not only does it show that they have the mentality of a child, so childish and perverse (not saying that children are pervertic), it also shows that they are a bunch of good-for-nothing idiotic freaks. but then again, we really must pity them. for they really lead such sad and pathetic lives cos they obviously have nothing better to do and have their morals all upside-down. these ppl are so sad. so pathetic. so lame. so screwed. HAH.


Shoutouts:
geor: zoo zoo zoo!!


andrew: hoi study hard for your Os!! -patpat

oh happy day oh happy dayy!!! math mye was SUPER DUPER UBER easy!! omgomgomg. i could do all of the sums except abt 3 i think. and i also had time to check my ans. hopefully i'll manage to get an A1? hahhs. but maybe not la cos i still might have made some other mistakes. so maybe an A2 of B3? hoho. i'm sot liaoo.


just finished science tuition. made my tutor come to teach me though he doesnt teach my science. haha last resort. cannot play a fool. managed to successfully memorise all my valencies!! whee so happy. just hope that i'll still rmb them tml. =S


i dont know why but i cant wait for the lit learning journey on friday. we'll be going to the singapore river and attend some lit workshop. though i guess it's gonna be boring but i wanna take pics! heex. and like finally we have a chance to get out of sch and have some freedom. hahhs.


i must rmb to put my stapler into my plastic bag.


thanks for that err... well... encouraging letter geor!! hahas ni wu liao de ren. but THANKS. ((: its nice. no kidd. and hope you had a nice time eating up my m&ms!! lol... thanks for sacrificing your recess yeahh. made my day. ((: you can test me on the valencies now. keke... how was your physics prac!

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to sandra, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOUUUU!!! *huggies* ((: congrats! sweet sixteen! hee.


woke up today at 8am and its was 'pouring cats and dogs', as quoted frm my mum. hahas yeapp. so shuang okae... haha den i sat up in bed and prayed to God to make the rain last all day long and that it wont drizzle. well, the latter wasnt entirely answered, but anw, God still answered my prayers. though half way through church i totally regretted it cos i almost froze in the sanctuary. lihui hadta borrow my dear darling yonex jacket cos she couldnt tahan. hee. or maybe that was just an excuse to TOUCH my jacket. hahas...


math mye tml!! alamak alamak alamak. *freak out* hahas... i hope i'll pass well... after all the hard work i put in. i think. heex. aiya but still. hoho even though it was rather last minute... but still. -grinz. hope i dont make stupid retarded careless mistakes and get a mental block at the wrong time. or else my paper'll be a successfully executed flop. lol...


after math comes science on tuesday. arghh i'm equally terrified cos our dear ever-so-caring ms thang gave us this moral-boosting speech:


ms thang: last yr's paper was hard...
class: (hopeful) good good then do we get an easier paper??
ms thang: well, after much discussion, the teachers have decided... that since last yr's paper was hard......... we're not gonna let you off either.


wowee. whoppie day. what a marvelous anit-climatic speech, ms thang. hahhs. she's so evil!! lol... anw i dont know if i shld be looking forward to the end of the mid-yrs... cos i got grounded for a week by my dad cos i didnt go to sleep by 10pm on thursday. a week AFTER my exams end. how retarded is that. hurrhurr. also not my fault. toot larr. that means that i cant go out with the garde gang to have our long awaited lunch. and neither do i get to go out with my friends, nor watch star wars in advance with geor. i'm screwed.


hmmm. i cant say that i enjoyed myself during church today. though i hoped that i would have. i tried hard to forgive and forget. but yet, it just seems that i'm not that important. just a nobody. nothing. i mean, like geez, why's this happening to me? after a week of being 'accepted', giving me false hopes and empty wishes, i come back to square one. bravo, rachel, bravo. life just rocks. bahh. didnt even enjoy the worshiping during service cos of that, though the songs were nice. i felt nothing. nothing at all. like i said. i'm a nobody. its a fact. just face it.

hoho. i'm finally back! just wanna say... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY MUM!! whee~! and a belated bdae to celestine and celesther and their mum too! *sings bdae song* ((:


mye in 3days time!! wahh!! *freak out* i'm so gonna have a nervous breakdown one of these days. even though we'll be tested on 2 subjects, but they're like the most impt ones kae!! blah blah! i spent one whole math period trying to complete a speed time graph. kept doing retarded things like placing the cross mark at the wrong point!! and drawing my axis wrongly and stuff. garh. i really hope that i'll pass the papers... if not. i'm D-E-A-D.


wonder if nette's back frm NZ. with my mehmeh!! hehe... so lucky larh she gets to travel arnd with her sch while i get stuck in sch being overworked and overstressed. just realised how demanding cedar's standards are. haha ok i'm laggy. aiyah dont care. phfft.


i'm so sry tong... pls forgive me. haiss. hope our friendship wont be tarnished because of that... i'm really really sry. (dont even know if you'll even read this. haha.)


ohwells. wish me luck ppl. yay pe tml. equals. DANCE. MODERN DANCE. =DD *rejoice*