gahh! i'm fated. haha what to do... they just love me wayyy too much to leave me! aww isn't that sweet.


alright dont freak out ppl. i'm still single and available. i was referring to my two best buds in my mouth! my ulcers! whee~!! i tell you ah, we do EVERYTHING together! eat together, sleep together, do work together, listen to music together, train together, everything!! haha we're inseparable! literally. =Pp alright nvm i was joking. i HATE them. despise them. *SCREAM* one's so small yet causes so much pain, the other's HUGE like a freaking HOLE and causes equal amt of pain. got the big one during cheerleading prac when may's head hit my mouth and the small one popped up by itself. talk abt taking the initiative. a round of applause, please! they're worse then my previous best friend that was located in my throat (that friendship didnt last). so i'm probably gonna try applying that foul tasting adhesive brown paste thingy to them. hopefully they'll stop loving my mouth and go away. I WONT MISS YOU!!


church was so fun today!! hahas... i really want to thank God for changing my way of looking at things... i feel like this burden has been lifted off from my shoulder. i've learnt to forgive and forget... no matter how hurt i might feel or left out or cast aside. cos at the end of the day if you contain all that hatred and anger inside yourself, you'll just find that it doesnt do you any good. you'll just become an angrier person and trust me, you wouldnt want that. besides, looking out for others even if you dont like them cos of perhaps smth they did to you makes you a better person! i can put the past behind and start anew. that's a wonderful feeling. i love you guys! Praise be to God!!


|| i always am and always will ||


i'm happy i'm saved. cos i've got my salvation. and nothing that stupid satan can do is gonna take it away from me. HAH! salvation is all about grace, not works. rmb that. ppl pls pray for me that God will give me the wisdom and strength to carry on and complete my task... i'm at a loss now. dont know how to carry on. after all i've done, i cant just give up. God please show me what to do next. i need your help.