alright i'm back frm my lil blogging break. june holidays are nearing! yayness let's all celebrate, ppl! hehh. though it really wont be much cos i'll still be as busy as when sch was still open. trng and homework. BAHH.


icthus episode III coming up on 18th june. cant wait. ((: hope it'll be as nice as if not nicer than the last 2! whee... ((: ahaha...


omg we didnt make it for buzz at canteen. whoots. so much for the "wow you shld have seen them. it was nice" comments and stuff. thanks for giving us false hopes. and just when we thought that we actually didnt suck at everything we did. thanks a million. ohwells. a special shoutout to my fellow classmates! we still stone, and therefore nothing changes the fact that we rock. in a different sense, that is. hahhs. i love ya'll!! dont be too disheartened, ppl! *huggies*


i finally painted my egg today. after it sat in class and collected dust for a week, if not more. hadta paint it according to a chinese traditional mask or smth like that. and the CLDDS ppl made it seem as if we hadta hand in our eggs so i was like painting and painting like mad. in the end? we could keep it as a souvenior. alamak i stabbed it with the back of the paintbrush and threw it away. that felt so good. =Pp then i learnt a cute song that was directly translated frm malay into english. i cant stand it its so cute. PINCHING PINCHING ANTS WHO FEEL THE PAIN YOU GO ON TOP. COME ON AND CLAP YOUR HANDS AND KEEP ON CLAPPING TILL YOU STOP. WHAO! HEY BE NAUGHTY NAUGHTY, TEACHERS ALL GOT HEADACHE, SO HAPPY EXAMS ALL OVER, COME ON AND CELEBRATE!! =DD i didnt get to have my hand painted with hanna. i'm so angry.jealous. rarhh. stupid chrissy got hers done. and it was SO NICE. phfft. (this is all in conjuction to cultural week)


really hope i can go for aviva open. then i can see eriksen! and paaske! and gades! and widiyanto! and all of them! yeah yeah. cant wait.


omg douglas came for trng toady again. and he was so uber cute! hahhs. he's like some pro-ded shuttle picker machine thingy. lol! and i just realised. he like to bully me. hmp. being bullied by a lil small pri4 boy is not fun at all. bwah! haha but i must admit, he's fun. very talkative too. and mini douglas (his lil bro) is called julian! hoho. kawaii~~


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stabbed in the heart, and its bleeding badly. dont ask me why but it hurts alot. though i know that i really shldnt be affected by this. wasnt that bad in the first place. there was even laughter. yet. it felt like a real full-force session. i try to tell some little nagging voice inside me to shut up, but i keep wondering... what did i do? did i do smth wrong? was i being referred to at some points? i guess so, right? though i'm not the type of person who'd give much thought to these sorta things. maybe my morals are different. maybe its my rationale. but either way. it probably hurt you too. sryy for whatever i did wrong. frm the bottom of my heart. but just one lil thing. tell me abt it nxt time okay? so i can change. and so that we can avoid such events frm occuring again.