happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to sandra, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOUUUU!!! *huggies* ((: congrats! sweet sixteen! hee.


woke up today at 8am and its was 'pouring cats and dogs', as quoted frm my mum. hahas yeapp. so shuang okae... haha den i sat up in bed and prayed to God to make the rain last all day long and that it wont drizzle. well, the latter wasnt entirely answered, but anw, God still answered my prayers. though half way through church i totally regretted it cos i almost froze in the sanctuary. lihui hadta borrow my dear darling yonex jacket cos she couldnt tahan. hee. or maybe that was just an excuse to TOUCH my jacket. hahas...


math mye tml!! alamak alamak alamak. *freak out* hahas... i hope i'll pass well... after all the hard work i put in. i think. heex. aiya but still. hoho even though it was rather last minute... but still. -grinz. hope i dont make stupid retarded careless mistakes and get a mental block at the wrong time. or else my paper'll be a successfully executed flop. lol...


after math comes science on tuesday. arghh i'm equally terrified cos our dear ever-so-caring ms thang gave us this moral-boosting speech:


ms thang: last yr's paper was hard...
class: (hopeful) good good then do we get an easier paper??
ms thang: well, after much discussion, the teachers have decided... that since last yr's paper was hard......... we're not gonna let you off either.


wowee. whoppie day. what a marvelous anit-climatic speech, ms thang. hahhs. she's so evil!! lol... anw i dont know if i shld be looking forward to the end of the mid-yrs... cos i got grounded for a week by my dad cos i didnt go to sleep by 10pm on thursday. a week AFTER my exams end. how retarded is that. hurrhurr. also not my fault. toot larr. that means that i cant go out with the garde gang to have our long awaited lunch. and neither do i get to go out with my friends, nor watch star wars in advance with geor. i'm screwed.


hmmm. i cant say that i enjoyed myself during church today. though i hoped that i would have. i tried hard to forgive and forget. but yet, it just seems that i'm not that important. just a nobody. nothing. i mean, like geez, why's this happening to me? after a week of being 'accepted', giving me false hopes and empty wishes, i come back to square one. bravo, rachel, bravo. life just rocks. bahh. didnt even enjoy the worshiping during service cos of that, though the songs were nice. i felt nothing. nothing at all. like i said. i'm a nobody. its a fact. just face it.