Your Kindness


No excuse, no one to blame, nowhere to hide.

Eyes of God have found my failures, found my pain.

He understands my weaknesses, and knows my shame,

but His heart never leaves me.


It's Your kindess that leads us to repentance, O Lord.

Knowing that You love us, no matter what we do,

makes us want to love You, too.


Waiting for angry words to scar my soul,

knowing I don't deserve another chance.

Then suddenly the kindest words I've ever heard

come flooding from God's heart.


Its Your kindess that leads us to repentance, O Lord.

Knowing that You love us, no matter what we do,

makes us want to love You, too


If You are for us, who can be against us?

You gave us everything, even Your only Son.


It's Your kindess that leads us to repentance, O Lord.

Knowing that You love us, no matter what we do,

makes us want to Love You, too.


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ohmygoodness!! that song is like so chao nice cann!! anw, my church's hymn fest was ytd and some guest singers came to my church to perform solo pieces and sing with the choir. the lady sang that song up dere. *points up* man, the way she sang it was like so nice and full of emotion! *faint* the words of the song are like so touching too. gahh. ((:


aye learnt ytd how Man has become so ignorant and horrible, causing such widespread destruction to our wonderful earth that God had so carefully made perfect. its just shows how irresponsible we are and like how we take things for granted and stuff. -sighh- i wonder how God feels.


anw, it feels so good to be back in action! during trng i mean. hoho. cos i sprained my back somehow and my dear doctor gave me 2 weeks of sports mc! hurr. and i hadta miss so many trng sessions! phftt. ahwells. ima back!! whoots. aye but i'm really quite pathetic cos this friday is our last trng session cos after that we'll stop for the exams. so suey!! and wednesday is teachers' day celebrations so we don't have trng. rarhh. so sad so sad!! eee which reminds me i still gotta go buy presents for my teachers. maybe i'll go tml with celesther. ((:


ppl!! pls help me pray that chris and i will make it through the perth trip selections and that her parents will let her go!! omgomg God! pls hear my prayer!!


can't wait to go to beijing. hehe... yer guys must miss me okae?? =Pp apparently SOMEONE is going to give me a list of things to buy for her while in china. and i shall NOT forget to bring back a year's supply of bamboo shoots for her.

aye finally went back to church today after not going last week.


i dont see why you guys do this to me. i mean its like. you're playing with my feelings, in case you havent realised yet. seriously. you guys tell me that i'm a member of the family and make me feel happy (i think) then the next week you guys ignore me completely and do your own things. well thanks alot. its not the first time you guys have done this to me. probably like the 5th or maybe even more. i cant be bothered to count or to keep track. whatever.

hoho. gee its nice to be back at my blog after so long. =Pp sry ppl i was using my comp time to play my ps. FFX. super fun. =D


anw. i shall update on FOP! whee. well, when nette and i got there the place was like super duper uber crowded... and we had a fine time running arnd trying to locate randall and co. lol... anw we managed to get so-so seats... but it was digonally behind the stage. but better than nothing huh. chris wasn't able to go cos she hadta go with her dad and bros the nxt day. -.- ohwells. but geor came!! ((: after much persuasion from me. aye out of all the songs i only knew one!! and that was ONE WAY. whoots. the songs delirious? sang were nice... quite funky too.


well, all in all... i enjoyed myself at the concert apart from the fact that i suddenly broke down and cried during the prayers and sermon... i didnt know what had gotten into me at that time... maybe it was the thought of failing God... after all i had promised Him. i dont think i did a good job. depended too much on myself and not on God... maybe i rushed in. and made her lose interest. i don't know. blahh. from then on my head was so heavy and i was very depressed... i'm sorry. -sighh.


anw, the day before national day, my dad brought me to some bridge near the esplanade to take photos of the fireworks... we went at 11pm and waited for an hour for the fireworks to go off. the wait was tiring but worth it... i tell you. my pictures were so nice!! =D whee...


went to the padang with rachel sim and her kor for the parade... was kinda fun yet boring cos the performances were all like. the same as the years before... so it was kinda cliche. but nonetheless i enjoyed myself. ((:


ahaha trng ytd was so fun!! whee i think i played my best. the smashing drills were so chao fun. n.n okok sry this is quite out of point. ahwells.

ah well. its the middle of the week! yay.


monday. trng. voting day. horrible. speech. retarded. QNA session. even more retarded. sec4s. shot us down. but i shot them back. hahh. legs ached. stood for almost 1hr. oww.


anw, haha from what you see up there, was monday's vice capt voting day! hurr. ohwells. i think i made some new enemies from the looks of it. but like hell i care. hoho. oops. =X aye or maybe they just wanted to see us pop. i dunno. dont care. so long as its over. and i spoke my mind. ((:


chinese and geog tests today. chinese. HARD. geog. EASY. ahaha!! ((:


anw i LOST MY WALLET today. like. YEAH. lost 60 bucks, 2 inches worth of neoprints, my ezlink card, my SICC club membership card, my emergency plaster, my hand-made orange friendship band, my sign of the cross card, my bro's pic (!), my primary sch's phonecard (bloody hell), my primary sch prefects induction ceremony script (toot) and probably more but i cant rmb what else. i'm so heart broken. sighh. i dont even know how i lost it. i'm thinking someone stole it. either that or i misplaced it and cant rmb where i last put it. and that wallet cost me 40 bucks! with a keychain worth 2. i was so frantic. rarhh! anw this saying from the Bible came to my mind when i was searching for my Bible. smth like "don't hold onto worldly possessions". its not the proper one but that part of the saying popped into my head. and instantly it calmed me down... cos worldly possessions are nothing compared to God's love. i mean, to heck with my loss! i can start anew a buy back my stuff that i lost. save up the money and stuff. but God's love is the best!! ((: and i'll live by that.


so i was rather optimistic abt this whole incident... and adeline even asked me how come i was so happy and chirpy abt this. well, my answer is that its because i've got God! ((: His love, His truth, His reassurance, and more! ohyeahh God rocks! whee


speaking of which i cant cant CANT wait for the festival of praise to come!! i'm going on saturday. 7.30-10.30pm. indoor stadium. the hillsong team and delirious? are performing. hooboy. i am so gonna go crazy! hee. but gotta go earlier to queue up! hope i beat the crowds. =/


i wanna go for the lahu mission trip!! mum! dad! lemme go!! *beg*