omg. i think i'm coming down with some illness. this ain't good.


OAC's in 4 days time!! i'm partly excited and partly dreading it. i've always loved camps so that's why i'm excited. but actually i'm dreading it more cos i so do not wanna do the crazy high elements. and i also am not looking forward to attending a crazy boot-camp that lasts 6 crazy days. hope i don't get into any trouble man. and hope i end up getting all pissed and talk back to instructors or leaders. i'll probably wind up biting off my tongue to keep myself quiet. gotta go buy more trackpants too. hurr but i think its such a waste of money lah. buy so many.. don't see the point of needing to STANDARDISE every crazy thing that we bring to camp. (hey ppl! let's bring the same underwear!!) DIAO. haha ohwells what to do. -shrugs.


my birthday this year is so gonna be the worse one in my whole entire life. imagine spending your birthday at camp. to make things worse, it'll be on the first day of camp. -sigh. looks like i'll hafta sing the brithday song to myself at night on the bunker at labrador camp. HOW FUNN. nvm. i shall try my best to make this birthday a memoriable one for myself. not many people have the priviledge of spending their 15th birthday in camp anyway! ((: so i shall thank God for this wonderful experience.


ohyah. i hope God heals me in time for OAC cos i so do not wanna go to the sick bay there and being the centre of attention from intructors, let alone leaders. >.< ahhhhh!! =/


pray hard that God'll help me survive OAC and that i can muster the courage and strength to overcome my fear of heights. many thanks. ((: