i absolutely hate the thing
that's called chinese oral.

it was yesterday.
and it went so horribly wrong.
maybe this is yet another sign from God
telling me that chinese is just not for me.

haha,
i ended up getting han lao shi as my examiner,
which isn't exactly a good thing in my opinion.
because i think she's quite strict.
my reading was atrocious,
i forgot how to read words that i know,
and stammered so many times.
rarh!

but i somehow managed to crap my way through the conversation topic,
although i'm sure that han lao shi was quite shocked at what i said.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
actually i myself can't believe i said that.
*shrugs*

anyway it wasn't a pleasant experience.
i'd rather sit through 20 english orals
than have another chinese oral.

i hope i do well for my emath test!
goshness.