okay my mood sucks right now.
i've got so many things on my mind,
and i don't know where and what to start with.
i think i need some living dead beat first.

okay. let's start with the least important(to me).
chinese listening comprehension tomorrow.
i knew about it earlier but i forgot and only remembered today.
shoots i haven't prepared mentally.
and i can't possibly fail it.
I NEED TO PASS SOMETHING!

next, the stupid CI project presentation.
we are so not prepared.
ahwell!
heck children of bodom is so not helping my mood.
let's change the song.

-ahh don moen's much better-

next, church issues.
i don't really know what to say.
sorry if you get the feeling that i'm angry,
but i can't help it because i'm in a bad mood, remember?
anyway yeah. i'm kind of confused.
good friends are good friends and cliques are cliques.
there's a difference.
and i don't think that hanging out together will affect our sociality in church.
sorry again if i come across as angry,
but don't worry i'm not.
i just sound angry, but i'm not.
kkay?

okay now for biggest factor to my foul mood.
i shan't say it literally, 'cos i don't want to get into trouble.
who knows? i might get sued.

anyway my whole day was ruined after i was told about it.
or rather what was left of my day, which is more than enough, thankyou very much.
i'd rather it not have happened in the first place.
i feel betrayed. violated.

i should have copyrighted it! okay kidding.
but yeah.
not a word about was said to me about what was going to be done.
heck, i thought they were only going to be viewed.
all my plans have been ruined.
it wasn't even NEAR complete!
and my putting the word INCOMPLETE there was for a purpose.
i ain't dumb, what do you take me for?

ugh ugh ugh.
this so sucks.
now i gotta start form square one and think even harder
just to come up with something new and something to save the situation.

the Bible tells us to cast all our cares on Him, because He cares for us. my friend, this is more than a promise, its a command.

so...
GOD GIVE ME STRENGTH!

sheesh.
just when i thought that things were going smoothly.
why do these things happen to me?!
oh, the unfairness of it all!

God i need your help,
REALLY.