yay!
my dear chissy is feeling well again.
crazy girl managed to have an eventful day even though she was sick now isn't she lucky! HAHA. (:
although you broke your test tube by scrubbing it. :D
wish you were at training though i really missed you.
you know why! hahahah.

okay i can't believe i woke up late again.
but this time it was sabby's call that woke me up.
ugh i really should get more alarm clocks
because the two that i'm using are obviously not enough!
i'm so weird.

bio practical was fun!
omg the poor leaf was being tortured in boiling water for 10 minutes
and then it was soaked in ethanol and robbed of its lovely green hue.
no more chlorophyll and it became brittle and frail! poor thing.
then drowned in iodine solution.
ahhh the life of a lab leaf. so cute! (:

stupid brother of mine has gone to stay over at his friend's house.
he's going wakeboarding tomorrow at bedok reservoir and i'm jealous!
he gets to do all the cool stuff BOO.
ahwell nevermind at least i'm cutting my hair tomorrow morning. YAY!

i absolutely did not enjoy myself at training today.
for some reason my right arm decided to riot against me and refused to swing smoothly.
the result? really PATHETIC and sorry-looking lobs from me.
here i was struggling on court to deliver satisfying lobs,
and my dear arm was going against that notion.
WOW THANKS.
ohwells! today was so one of my bad days.
felt to dejected and unwanted too.
i now know how some people feel during bad times.
the feeling of utter uselessness.
the feeling of being nobody. unwanted.
cast away like some piece of rubbish or a toy past its novelty stage.
i'm not a toy, in case its not realised.
and i have feelings too.
correction:
WE have feelings too.

i just hope we can prove ourselves of some worth in his eyes.
and hopefully we won't be ignored anymore.

tudi! see this here? cheer up okay? whatever's making you feel down, its okay! SMILE. (: