i used to think that tobacco and the tobasco (sauce) were the same ingredient.
so that means that i used to think that i was taking drugs.
OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I WAS SO DUMB.

pooh this week has been stressful!
don't ask me why.
trainings didn't go well. especially wednesday's.
but its good that i let it all out because keeping it all bottled up in me felt like crap.
thankfully friday's training was much better except at some parts where i was so annoyed.

i think i'll be taking 2 tests on tuesday since i'll be missing the emaths one on wednesday due to the tournaments.
ackk i'd better go study later.
although i left my chemistry testbook in class. -.-
okay chem can wait.

wednesday wednesday.
the start of it all.
i'm partly excited and partly scared.
this is going to be our last tournament as part of the cedar badminton team.
and before you know it it'll be all over and then we'll be stepping down.
i don't want to step down just yet.
not with the team's standard so very unsatisfactory.
nothing's being done to save the situation so i guess i gotta do something.
and pray feverently that it'll work.
it seemed like just yesterday when last year's tournaments came.
when we were still together as a team.
and then POOF it all ended and here we are walking seperate paths in a whole new year.
ohman i miss you guys.

okay this is going out to the shuttlers of team cedar.
the tournaments are starting, so do your best and fight hard!
persevere on and don't give up and kick your opponents' asses real hard yeah!
let's keep the cedar flag flying high. (: