okay i turned back.
how fickle i am.

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well i'm glad its over.
it was so meaningless and pointless too.
how dumb.

okay its officially over now.
i think i'll miss training and all.
especially mrwee and mrgoh.
not like i'm not going to ever see them again anyway,
and i see mrgoh in school everyday too lol.
but that's besides the point.
i hope i find the determination and discipline to exercise on my own now.
since there'll be no more training to maintain my fitness.
boo i'm a tad worried.

although i tried my best today i still played like crap.
which made me sad.
because i managed to screw up my very last match with cedar.
ahwell.
wonder if i'll continue in badminton next time.

its speech day tomorrow!
i don't think i'm particularly excited about it though.
what's there to be excited about watching people go up on stage to collect awards?
luckily there'll be some performances. which i hope are interesting enough to keep me entertained.

freak there's this annoying baby lizard that has seemed to have taken up residence in the office.
and its been crawling all over the wall since last night.
ohGAWD someone save me.
stupid lizard.
go find some other house's wall to occupy.