oh my goodness ME.
national geographic photographers are so damn good!
i wonder how and when i'm going to get to that standard.
i wonder IF i'm even going to get there in the first place.
i wonder.
must've been one heckeva loooooong journey for them,
to get that good.
ahhh and i'm nowhere near a quarter of their skill.
i don't know why i'm wailing over this though, hahaha.
but i want to be like them.
and then my name'll be under the photographers section!
omg omg it'll be a dream come true.

save tonight
such a sexyy song.

aww gee so many people have been sick these past few days.
the teachers too!
poor mrs loy her voice was so low today i was scared haha.
i think there's like a bug going around, man.
yucks. hope i don't fall sick.
if not i'll just die.

dimsum dimsum i'm excited!
but gotta get past CHINESE Os next monday first!
ohgawwd i'm so scared.
i'm so not ready! haha.
i'm really scared that i'll let my tutor down.
because after this she's not going to teach me anymore.
and she's been tutoring me since primary school!
omg that's like 10years.
*bawl*

aye sometimes i really hate myself.
especially when i feel so insecure, which is quite dumb if you ask me.
but then again i don't know.
sigh.
i wonder where my future will take me.
we're all approaching the cross-roads and before we know it we're all going to go our different ways.
it sucks because i don't want us all to be seperated.
especially you.
cos we're bond to drift apart sooner or later.
damn i think too much.

i thank God for my brother.
i really really do.
and i love him.