ah damn. 1 week and a half left.
before the nightmare begins again.
and then i'll hate life even more.
there was once a time when i used to think that the june holidays were loooong.
but alas, things have changed.
so much too, at that.
and the world just seems to get smaller and smaller as you get older.
boo.

it seems like everyone's in love now.
or at least in some stage of feeling attraction.
wonder why i'm like immune to it. haha!
or maybe 'cos i'm refusing myself to be caught in the silly wave of infatuation.
but then again sometimes i feel like i like someone, but i keep telling myself it won't work out.
soooo, why go through the trouble and end up hurting yourself in the end? yeaaahhh.
gawd i sound so anti-love. haha!

i miss going to ajc to train.
the people and atmosphere there are a refreshing change.
silly as it may sound, since i've only been there 3 times.
but still! haha.
sometimes i just hate the monotony of life.
i still can't make up my mind about jc or poly though.
i seriously need somebody or something to help me decide.
okay then again there's only God since He knows everything.
haha i can just imagine Him giving lectures to students about which route to take.
*laughs*

finally made some progress in collecting money for cedar's building fund!
although its only about $28. but still, progress is progress! haha.
haven't started selling the red cross tickets though, OMG.
maybe i'll end up doing what i did last year - taking $20 from my wallet and buying everything.
HAHAHAHA.

flag day on saturday was retarded.
stupid eunice conveniently woke up late and made nette and i wait for her and start at 8.30.
leng decided to go home and pat was uncontactable (i choose to believe she conveniently forgot about it), so only the 3 of us went.
faithfully sold flags for one hour and a half outside paragon and i'm quite happy with myself.
surprisingly i wasn't dejected over rejections, unlike last year haha.
i kept telling myself give the sweetest and brightest smile and say thankyou if people refuse you.
that way, they'll feel like shit for not donating.
haha hope it worked though. xP

i'm trying to think of ways to save my money.
all of a sudden i'm going BROKE and i don't know why!
apart from the shopping spree on sunday that saw me spend $1oo (thanks to sab) on clothes...
haha! but it was damn fun la, and addictive! shucks.
kwangster! i wanna go shopping with you again!
at far east okay?! then we can refuel at sweet talk and anatolia and hit the stores with a vengence!
whoots. (:

faith's in japan now.
i'm mighty jealous but i happy for her at the same time. (:
hope she gets the books for me though! xD
come back soon, honey!