dammmmmit school!

malacca was a good break.
really glad that all four of us made it!
and i spent lotsa time with my brother. xD
like finally! no distractions for him haha.
shopped a lot and got a lot of junk.
and that stupid boy bought so much for puayhoon haha.
but nevermind.
ohman and i think i gained weight from eating so much.
but the nonya food there's just incredible i could go on eating it forever.
haha buah keluak owns! but my granny's one is nicer. :D
and how could i forget the chendol. just divine. HAHAHA!
i sound like a foodie.

teengames the day after i got back.
first thing in the morning and there was already a commotion among our team.
twiny got sick and so we were short of 1 player.
and dear GC was late so pat and i were the first to arrive.
met christine and spent the next half hour trying to get a replacement.
finally leng had the grace to save us and our problem was solved. lol.
the competition was interesting.
i still don't know how eunice's team got 1st place last year cos there are just so many netballers taking part its UNFAIR.
haha i know like a sore loser but still..!
totally unfair. haha.
ohwell i'm just glad i wasn't there for the 2nd day 'cos i heard that pat's junior's team were ****ing annoying (don't mind my language).
like the 1st day just wasn't enough, puhleese.
nevermind i shan't waste my time fuming over their pathetically small attempts to make themselves feel good.
i shall now divert my ramblings to the fact that christine's a seriously NICE person.
we never met her before and she agreed to chaperone us for teengames as our team manager.
put aside 2 whole days to be with us too! awww.
she seriously looks MUCH younger than she is too. hahaha real fun to be with.
hope to see you again soon! (:

4th trial at aj on wednesday!
but the 1st official one. haha.
the j1s weren't there so it was just us sec4s.
made friends with the beatty girls and they're nice. haha.
what they say is certainly true... never judge a book by its cover!
haha i shall bear that in mind more often.
didn't play very well on that day because the mph floor was so slippery and i was too scared to move.
and because of that i don't think mrlee thinks that i'm good.
which SUCKS. cos i really want to get into ajc.
heck, i want ALL of us to get in, even the beatty girls!
'cos i think we all would make such a cute team if we do.
and there's enough of us to make a team too! counting that other girl from mayflower.
can't remember her name though OOPS.
but yeah.
hope the 4th july trials are in the main hall again so i won't be so scared.
I NEED TO REDEEM MYSELF.

spent the last few days catching up on hana kimi...
since the last time i watched it on youtube was months ago.
and i had forgotten how retardedly nice it is.
anddd how retardedly shuai wang dong chen is. hehe.
and ohmyGAWD episode 4 part 2. those few minutes were haven for me.
shan't say why! but nevermind haha.
i think the songs in the OST are nice.
and i can't believe i'm saying this but i think i like fahrenheit. OMG.
maybe its cos of dong chen haha. but heck their songs are quite nice.
oh gawd i'm turning so cheena. lol.

my uncle gave me his acoustic bass!
I'M SO HAPPY.
at first i thought he was joking when he just said, "do you want it?"
but then... HEH HEH. i took it. :D
and now i've got a goal to be able to play a complete song decently by the end of this year.
aw right! and also to be able to read tabs smoothly too.
haha my baby's proudly sitting in my room now. xD

i always thought that once my Os are over, my problems would go away.
but i was wrong.
or maybe i just didn't specify which type of problems.
because i've got tonnes of problems that i gotta resolve!
ah damn.
mission trip: 7th to 18th dec.
and i tell myself that nothing in this world is gonna stop me from going.
but my aunty's 60th birthday party bash is apparrently going to prove me wrong.
first it was my family holiday to new zealand.
if the dear travel agent can't get us the dates that go around my mission trip,
there it goes.
so dear God, please please PLEASE let it go well.
but then there's my aunt's bash again.
her birthday's on the 16th and i would be in lahu.
she's been damn good to me, bringing me all over the world on holidays and stuff...
and i know since its her big 60, i should be around.
BUT STILL! its the mision trip we're talking about.
i've waited 2 years for this. another year and i'll just DIE.
i can't do it. i've been away too long.
and neither will i cut my trip short to come back in time.
it may seem selfish, but then again if i do that the whole objective of the mission trip would be lost.
if you're reading this, pray for me okay!
i really need a solution to this mess.
namely that i can go for the FULL duration of the mission trip.
-sigh.

ai dao! x)