i don't know how to say this, but i think i'm disappointed.
although i don't know if disappointed is the right word to use, since i don't really care.
but being a senior, i have to, to some extent right?
so okay fine, i'm disappointed.
maybe a tad amused at how senseless some people can be.
first time in the history of cedar's badminton.
congrats, you guys should be proud of yourselves.
just think how the juniors will look at you and think that its alright to do such things.
just think.
mrgoh and mrwee must be really let down. personally i don't blame them.
after putting in so much effort and time to mentor all of you.
and this is what you give in return.
heck, i've left the team already.
but i just hope that this doesn't happen again.

happy youth day!
today doesn't feel very youth-y though.
argh was supposed to watch transformers with wen but due to some *cough* circumstances,
i was denied permission to go.
so i ended up meeting up with celesther after almost a year to study at my place.
stupid girl looks the same.
and its amazing how we can get along as if we see each other everyday!
haha but it didn't do us any good.
since we spent the time talking about EVERYTHING under the sun.
i realised that celesther's really good at listening to your woes.
gee i should've gone to her last year!
when i was caught in that mess. ahaha.
missing your company already, dearie!
we seriously have to go out again soon.
I WANT MY CUPCAKES! rarh.

yucks. back to school tomorrow again.
i think we're changing places.
boo! i wanna sit in front.
haha i sound like a nerd.
but contrary to popular belief, sitting in front is nice.
cos you can't fall asleep and you have to pay attention in class.
so there's a lesser chance of slacking while the teacher's teaching.
although that hasn't exactly played a part in improving my studies.
not that my studies have improved anyway haha.

i suppose i've more or less decided where i want to go after Os.
though i'm still plagued with the itty bitty annoying worries about the cons of it.
ahwell i guess that's one of life's tough decisions.
which totally sucks.

can't wait for thursday!
roller blading, yay!