i love it when friends are happy
i hate it when friends are mad
especially at each other, it really pains me to see the conflict.
but what assures me is that after the waves are done crashing on the beach,
our friendships will be even stronger than before.
i just hope that the waves are done crashing about soon, real soon.
everyone has their part to play, and it all boils down to communication and FORGIVENESS.
indeed, forgiveness is the key to the solution.
but i realised that not everyone clearly understands that true meaning of forgiveness.
i guess its about setting aside the offences that we've taken without any feelings of bitterness.
forgive and forget. that's the key to lasting friendships.
aiyah. i really want this to end soon.

anyway this week has been relatively good, today especially.
although i woke up at 8.10am and school started at 8.30am..
i jumped out of bed and flew out of the house.
my dad prayed for clear traffic so that i could get to school on time and incredibly, the traffic cleared half way to school.
it was really remarkable because normally there'd be relatively heavy traffic.
but anyway i reached school right on time, quite literally.
my sprint from the school gate to where my class was lining up would've won an olympic gold.
and i reached my class right when the last line of the last song to assemble was played.
whoo, talk about being HENG. haha!

training was rather slack..
us girls were supposed to do our own PT but ended up slacking and playing around at the fitness corner.
anyway, i really enjoyed my time talking with jingfang...
now we have a favourite spot! which is everyone else's favourite spot too i think.
haha but whatever.
dinner with rai and jf at kovan after that..
had a great time chatting and joking around.
its times like these that i really appreciate, because the stresses of life just disappear from my conscience, albeit just for a short time.

after talking to jf, i'm come to a decision.
i will do my utmost BEST for my promos.
my motivation?
my friends.
it'll be because of them that i will strive to succeed in my studies.
because.
i want to be promoted with them.
i want to graduate with them.
i want to travel with them.
i want to be happy with them.

one year just isn't enough time with you all.
leaving you all after all the joy and laughter we've shared would be the last thing i want to happen.
and i really really mean it.
i love you guys. (: