didn't church today because i woke up late.
again.
i don't know what has happened to me.. like all of a sudden waking up at 9am is so hard for me.
ended up waking at 11am and got ready for service.
then my stupid brother thought i left without him and didn't get ready.
so in the end we went to j8 for lunch.
puay met us after that and we went to watch The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons.
i swear, no movie has ever made my butt ache so much before.
its over 2 and a half hours long and i kept fidgeting in my seat.
i wouldn't exactly say it's oscar material, though.
the show was mediocre only, if you ask me.
and very draggy. i was waiting for it to end so i could leave.
haha Changeling is way better.
but brad pitt was such an eyecandy! especially when he got younger and younger. haha.
ohwell, there went my sunday afternoon.

there was this conversation in the movie between benjamin buttons and daisy.
what happened was a few years had passed when daisy had hurt benjamin's feelings. (or something like that) then daisy came back for a visit.
it went something like this...


after i heard that, i started crying.
i don't know, something in that conversation just struck me hard, and i felt so.. sad.
maybe i should never have said anything. maybe we'd still be talking now.
i was so touched, anyway, by that.
just wish it could apply to me.

well, a whole afternoon's worth of retail therapy didn't exactly lift my mood much yesterday.
due to.. reasons.
but i managed to get a new pair of jeans (yay), a few tops and some awesome cute boxers from cotton on.
felt bad for spending so much of my mum's money though.
when i got home i found out that you'd just left.
you're lucky, aren't you.
and so so good at avoiding me.
i'll give it to you.

ps-ed my brother and puay in the evening to go meet dear chris for dinner.
walked all the way to serangoon north ave 1 to eat, and i was wondering where danielle's house is.
we had a great time catching up with each others' lives.
as well as laughing like how we used to laugh in cedar. (:
on the way back to her house we visited a pasar malam.
stupid chris made us walk up and down dunno-how-many-times.
first to see pajamas, then to buy muah chee, then back to the pajamas to take pictures.
met a lovely cat after that! chris was positively terrified, that stupid loser. (:
hid under a tree to take pictures (chris' marvelous idea) and felt stupid after two buses drove past us.
finally reached her house and we settled at the dining table and proceeded to share our stories over muah chee.
haha it's almost poetic, isn't it.
then i realised how much i missed sharing my stuff with chris..
because she bothers to actually listen to what i have to say and contribute her thoughts and sympathise with me.
that's something specialy about her, i guess. other people i talk to normally just go "mm ahh" and then change the subject that revolves around themselves.
it's a nice change, anyway, from listening to other people's problems.
and i didn't mind listening to her's either. (:
i was so sad when it was time to leave..
MISS YOU CHRISSY-POO ILOVEYOU LOADS (:(:

back to work tomorrow!
yay mel and i can play shoot-shag-marry while scanning documents haha.
and then its back to school on wednesday! whoo!
so excited (:

you're obviously making things difficult for me.
i feel like giving up so much.
but if i do that's exactly what you want me to do.
so i won't.
and i'll persevere.