just last night, i realised that i had 10 mosquito bites on my left arm alone.
that's freaky omg i didn't even notice them before.
so i think the mozzies in my room have a fetish for my left arm.
gross.

went back to school on wednesday for a visit!
felt good to go back after such a long time..
as usual stupid tiff was late.
it's really heartening to know that someone is worse than me out there haha!
anyway i had lunch with my ex-classmates, danielle included!
crazy girl almost knocked me over in her enthusiasm to greet me.
haha i think her being an OGL has made her crazier.
i don't know whether to be happy or worried for her about that LOL.
i finally managed to take a look at the j1s!
and they're nothing much. haha.
had a great time surprising friends with my visit.
and i hope they like my valentine's day cookies i made for them!
which are the world's ugliest cookies, i might add.
you should have seen my maid laugh at them when they were baking in the oven.
but nonetheless we managed to salvage the dire situation haha.
but back to the topic, i was so happy in school.
i felt so... free.
it's something that i really miss, especially being out of school for so many months already.
and i miss danielle so much too!
rai came after lunch, so we went to slack at the boulder wall.
us three played spot the difference with dan's itouch while mel slept.
then i played with mel's psp before climbing with rai.
climbing was fun! haha rai's stupid route had to be edited so many times.
but i really enjoyed myself despite the heat and stuffiness of the boulder area.
after class dan came to hang around too, and then CCA fair started.
it was quite interesting, seeing j1s come and look at our demonstrations.
i felt a sense of deja vu... like last year's CCA fair was just yesterday.
after awhile the girls and i decided to walk around and tour the other CCA booths.
jingfang was helping to man the rocmoc booth and i was seriously amused by her.
SR's CCA fairs are seriously a chaotic experience.
nothing's changed, though, it was as noisy and crowded as last year.
when the fair ended we went to the gallery to support the soccer guys who had a match against dunman high.
tiff and i sang along the way to the gallery.
OMG i've finally found someone in SR to sing songs out loud with me.
its such a pity we didn't discover this hobby of ours earlier - we could've had so much more fun, especially in yangshuo!
but nonetheless the walk from the boulder wall to the gallery was immense fun. (:
amazingly i wasn't bored while watching the match..
maybe its because the guys were playing and i knew them.
so proud of lew, he kicked the ball away when it got too close to our goal for my comfort.
HAHA wth i'm such a soccer noob.
and i'm equally proud of jerome and anthony for playing too! hahah although it was for a short while but at least they went on field. (:
SR won 3-1, anyway and i loved screaming when they scored.
reminded me so much of my cedar days... screaming my encouragement from the stands in the national stadium during track nationals.
zomg that was almost 4 years ago! ):
the dunman high teacher was hilarious, though.
he kept swearing so explicitly that i won't post them here.
i could make out what he was swearing all the way from where i was seated!
then he came up to the gallery and sat behind us and tiff heard him continue to curse and swear.
i had to try really hard to stiffle my sniggers.
talk about being a good role model, man.
maybe that's why the youth of today are so screwed.
haha!
well i was supposed to go for dinner with dan, shu and junhong, but there wasn't enough time so i had to call for a raincheck.
sorry guys. ):
jingfang decided to be nice and stayed back after training to walk with us out of school - just like old days.
then i realised that it had been eons since we last walked out of school together at night!
like those days after training.. and we'd drag ourselves to the bubble tea shop before parting.
awww. ):
i couldn't bear to leave jingfang! hardly had any time with her.
ohwell, there's always a next time dear. (:
wednesday was such a welcome relief from all my troubles.
although on my way home they bubbled up to bring me back to reality.
but still, it was a good break.
and i was happy, even if it was just for a few hours.

come to think of it, it's been 2 years since i last celebrated valentine's day in school.
aw man i miss the craziness of the gift-giving and gift-receiving.
in cedar too!
i still remember in sec4 i had to lug all my presents to a tournament.
the sight was quite funny to behold too, because we all had so many flowers and presents to carry!
and i came to the conclusion that nobody celebrates valentine's day with so much enthusiasm and craziness as cedarians.
we were the only idiots with so many gifts lol.
well, this year, i'll be happily awaiting stories from my friends about who-gave-what and what gifts they received!
which is about the same as what i did last year since i had no school to celebrate in.
haha i'm really egg-cited for you, leng!! HAHA (;
and for anyone else who has a big date tomorrow with that special somebody. :DD
hehe, egg-citing. (:

honestly, i had wished that we were doing something tomorrow.
but that was before everything began.
wishful thinking on my part anyway ahwell.

i was told it wasn't meant to turn out this way.
which makes me wonder, then how was it meant to be?
and i'm left to think if only once again.

stupid new moon only made me think about us even more.
if only i could have it that easily, the way edward came back to bella.
then again it's such a soppy happy-ending novel.
it was bound to happen.
if only.