Work has finally managed to exhaust me completely. UGHH. Covered 7 floors of clincs at Mount Elizabeth Hospital going door-to-door giving out tokens to the doctors there on behalf of my uncle.. Spent a total of I-have-no-idea how many hours walking around and around. OMG I wanted to chop off my legs and die. Oh, but today Mel and I finally clocked in a full day's work worth of hours! Yay, more money! :D

My education in Melbourne has finally been set in stone! My parents went down to IDP to pay the school fees for my foundation course. Thank God I had work because if I had witnessed them signing whatever papers they had to sign, I think I would've freaked out. Probably because it's like, there's no turning back now. Although maybe I'm just trying to run away from reality by doing this but I really can't seem to help it. I guess I really am quite scared to leave.. I'm such a coward, sheesh.

It's times like this that has me thinking back on the days when you could make me feel better.

But anyway, on to happier things - I got a Macbook! My dad and I braved the insanity of the IT fair a few weeks back to get it. I am never again going back to the IT fair. Though the offers are really quite good. But no, the crowd's a total turn-off. My Macbook's the older version though, because the new one with the aluminium casing is too expensive ($2k plus!). So I settled with the older white casing version. Figured that I'm lucky enough to be getting a laptop in the first place. Haven't opened it yet though, my dad won't let me until I've done what I'm supposed to do (wake up by 9am every morning, walk Kiera for at least half an hour, and study) diligently. So far I supposed I've been walking Kiera everyday and studying (or at least trying to) every other day. But the waking up bit is proving to be really difficult for me to keep to. HAHA. Ohwell, just hope that I'll be able to open my Macbook soon. Can't wait to play with it! And I've named it Ranielle! HAHA you may be able to guess why. But I like it. Reminds me of good times. (:

Puay, Sue May and Adriel all qualified for Boulderactive's Intermediate finals! Which was last Sunday. But anyway omg I'm so proud of Puay especially because she flashed three out of four routes on Saturday! And she qualified first place for the finals. Pity she didn't do as well in the finals on Sunday but I think she still climbed well. (:

I dyed my hair, I dyed my hair! :D

Climbed in school yesterday with Puay and Alvin! I had so much fun haha! And I'm pretty happy with my performance yesterday too.. All thanks to Puay and Alvin's guidance too. I can't wait to climb again! Maybe Saturday at Yishun.. I want Puay and Alvin to train me again!

Had fun talking to Dudley and Danielle yesterday too.. By the stairs crapping and all. Oh yes, and teasing Dan too HAHAHA. Ahhh pity stupid Dan had to leave so early if not we would have had more time to chat. But never mind Dud and I walked her to the school gate before going back to climb a bit more before leaving. Alvin says that Dud should have joined rocmoc lol!

Work in the morning again tomorrow. I just hope its not another long tiring day.

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I tried to change things.. And I really hope that you take the effort to co-operate. I'm really trying. But it takes two hands to clap. I just hope I don't screw things up again.